Shit my problems.

   Seriously, of all problems to have, why this? So annoying and it makes life so difficult for me. Sometimes, I dont even feel like trying anymore because it is just so impossible to break away from it. So tired, and I know that at the end of the day, I will not get what I want and I have to suffer with the consequences. What's more is that I need to reject things that I desire because that is the cause and the solution involves not having the cause. 

  Sadly, I always hope for more when I know that I aint going to get it. So frustrating and irritating. I seriously dont feel like trying anymore and just get out of that place because life just seems easier this way. Sometimes I wonder what my life will be if I didnt know Jesus Christ as my lord and savior. SERIOUSLY AT A LOST. SHIT ALL MY PROBLEMS. =.=