Reflections

  Sometimes, I feel like my whole life is a drama. Always trying to dramatize everything around me but they are all from very simple things. This resulted in many people feeling hurt and I don't want that anymore.

I also realized that I am a very needy person- always wanting somebody's attention. It's so frustrating sometimes that I just don't know how to go on with life! How i work is that I make a few close friends in life, and as time passes, I will grow on them!! I am like a parasite! It's so bad that sometimes I feel jealous when they are with their other friends! :(

I should stop feeling that way anymore, stop growing emotionally attached to people who won't give as much as you give them. I should also learn to stop expecting many things from people around me, because in the end, it will only cause myself to be emo.

Yup, what I need in the end, is someone who is able to give me their 100%, just like how I will give to them. It will be a long time before I find someone like that and before that happens, I must learn to control myself. Don't be such a needy and emotional person, PH you can do it!!!!