So sorry for you guys who have been reading my blog! Not that you guys can see this post now, and I dont even know for myself if you guys existed or not. I have decided to private this blog for the time being, one is so that what I have been emoing about for this week is kept within this one page of the blog. Another reason why is so that, I dont affect people who cares for me that read this blog! (If they exist)
Day 1 of my fasting is hard for me, as I have tried many times to resist replying to their tweets and also to start a conversation with them. Of course, at the same time I managed to spend my QT and read a parable, which I believe, God is trying to speak to me. It is the parable of the Father with two sons.
One of the sons left the house and squandered over Father's fortune. He had decided to return in the end, and wanted nothing but to be treated like a servant. The moment his father saw him, the father ran towards him, hugged him and decided to throw a feast for him. The other son, who was there obeying everything that the father asked of was jealous, because their father didnt throw a feast for him before. His father told the other son, that he is glad because his son has came back to him, that alone is a reason enough to celebrate with a feast.
It occurred to me that, I am like the son that left the house who wasted all the wealth that my father has given me. And he is telling me that he will be waiting for me with open arms, to throw a feast when I walk back into his embrace. That he will run towards me. For there is nothing more worth celebrating than a reunion of the son and father.
God has been using many things in life to guide me towards him. Ever so gentle, ever so loving, god, my conviction in you is getting stronger by the days! I pray that it will be stronger and stronger, until I could love you so much more than the desires of my body.
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