What I did during the holidays
1) Went Karaoke 4 times with 4 different groups of people!
2) Stayed overnight at the airport to send a sister off, spent quality time with Siqi and Gek kee!
3) Started playing maple(again), a level 70 icelightning in bootes and lvl 34 cleric, lvl 30 mercedes in aquaila
4) Went USS and had tons of fun with Junjie and Aedy!! Numbers doesnt pull us down!
This parting with the sister, Shumana, got me thinking. Thinking about how people are so temporal in our lives, whether we like it or not. Soon, life will set us apart and all the friends I have now will not be as close as how we are than in the future. How will I be able to confront the parting, I do not know, but what I know is that I am left with only a 8-10 more months left to make it the right and good once and for all. So that I will have no more regrets when the time comes...
However, sometimes I think to myself, if I should just distant myself from everyone around me. This way, I will not be able to feel that invisible hand clenching my heart whenever I thought of people disappearing from my life. It might be better this way, but I never dared to try it. Because ultimately, my heart yearns for relationship with people. Gosh, I am such a loser.
In the end, I realized, I will just have to brace myself for what's to come, and to handle the situations in a certain level of maturity and know that saying farewells is as easy as ABC...
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