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Hey guys, guess what? I was just thinking about the things I have been doing in my life!! Ever since year 1 ended, my life went from days of endless boredom to days of excruciating suffocation due to the towering sheets of chores I have to do. Responsibility become a huge part of my life now. I have recently ascended to the position of a president in NYP's choir, Voice Ensemble( Even though I clearly wrote down under the column of desired position as 'anything but president'). I was sort of unwilling at first, I doubted myself. I still do, but not so much anymore... this is something God has given to me, a way of him saying that I should start evangelising in VE now and he has presented to me the most favorable/influential position!

So, with the passion of singing and the annointing of god, I decided to push on in VE. When clubcrawl came, I was so tempted to go around looking at other CCA booths and wanting to join some other CCAs. But to me, I felt restricted. I also felt that it is wrong to join some other CCA. How can a president of a CCA be a member of another? Ridiculous. How will I be able to hold up the name of VE then? Definately impossible.

So I started to wonder a lot, how will VE be under my rule? Sometimes I just wish that someone will just stand up and tell me that I suck as a president and that they can do so much better with handling VE and I will gladly give them my post. Its so hard to be a president, when there are just some kind of people you dislike but you have to like them so that they would stay and ensure the survivability of the club. As much as trying not to offend people so much, I also have to ensure that they cant do whatever they feel like doing that will tarnish the club.

There are so many things I want to write but the environment around me now is so noisy that I cant think anymore. -.-. I will continue when the time and place allows me so.