I am becoming lazier with my blogging and I am so tired from the hectic lifestyle that I have. I dont think I will making up for all the short posts I have recently with this one but just know that I have been going through some really unpleasant stuffs and I am working over it. It is still under control and I hope that it will not become uncontrollable.
Anyway, I feel so disconnected nowadays. I dont know what to think or do, I just go to work come back home from work and then go to work the very next day. There is no more a go-to-person anymore who I can meet up anytime i want and just talk about EVERYTHING of my life. I do not know why. Heck, I dont even plan any outings anymore, I just wait for people to invite me because I dont even know what I want to do and with who.
I dont know if I am making sense here. But that's the general feeling I have nowadays. There's a person who approached me recently on whatsapp and I kind of ignored her. I didnt reply her message. I do not know why either, she is a nice person. I just dont feel like it. Will I really have friends 10 years down the road? It makes me wonder.
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