Hey all!

  I guess no matter how hostile the environment is, sometimes working at the place you are working at have its perks too! It can come in very noticeable forms, it can come subtly too but I guess we just need to appreciate those little little blessings we receive in life. Like if you work in F&B, you will get to eat free food most of the time. That is definitely a given. For dental, it will be during the holiday periods. I am currently writing this blog post in my dental bus in school with no students. Why? Because it is a school holiday today. Students are all having the time of their lives sleeping on the bed now and because I am working full time. I still have to stay in the bus until the designated time. How boring it get?

  I am slowly turning into a workaholic. I exist to work only. If I can even breathe in a tiny weeny amount of air when I work, I will feel uncomfortable, I will feel weird. I cant handle it, I must move. I do not want rest at all! I do not know if this is a good thing or not, but at least on my superiors side, they will love it. So I guess I am fine.

  You know, perhaps this level of self-inflicted stress can also help me with my weight loss! I am so desperate to lose weight, I tell you. So so desperate. I can never remember a time when I am skinny and that is really pathetic. I dont want to stay fat all my life. It is never my intention. Of course, I never intend to neglect my always-so-itchy mouth. I never will. At most I will learn to tame it, as long as I can ignore the horrendous loud growls from my stomach. I did remember a time in my life when I will go home straight after work and the FIRST thing I do was to change my clothes and go to the carpark and run( yes, opening the door can be the first, taking out my keys can be the first, but you know what I mean). It was kind of refreshing and tiring. The tiring sort of won over the refreshing part so I stopped running after a few weeks. I also lost my MAIN motivation then I guess( no, it wasnt to lose weight and no I am not telling you what it is).

  So many things happen and I just cant believe I am considered a working adult already. I am so young! Assuming that I live up to 100 years old. I just covered one fifth of my life down here on earth already. I cannot picture myself doing the same old thing for the next two fifth of my life! What am I exactly doing. Why am I wasting my life like that? I dont know. I never know things. I would love to know them but I never do. I never like using my brain to think of all these complicated theories either. Honestly, I dont really have to. I will just trust in the Lord's calling, obey him and go where he leads me to. I will live for the day. If we do not cherish what we have today, it will soon become a past and you cant undo the past. I do not want to live with a regret and telling myself each day that I should have done this, I should have done that. I will be proactive and do as many things as I can for with each passing day, I am one day older.