I really enjoy so many people that God place in my life! They fill my days with so much laughter! Its been awhile since I literally LOL and forget about everything! Its just me, my friends and the present! Mahjong with WH, ZW and Su is always full of crap and bitchiness! I just love how we click and I never worry about covering myself up because I can trust them with all my heart! Other than their company, I also love the company of the ex-nyps that are currently in the same lg as me now! They are namely: YW, WK and Kairos! I dont know what would I have done without them there. Although most probably I think I will change to another church due to the lack of sense of belonging.
Hmm, I received a weird message from this person today apologizing for what he had done. Honestly, I dont even feel angry with him at all and I dont remember half of the reasons why I even felt that way. I guess I was just too preoccupied with other things in life and it doesnt really bother me at all. Things that bother me are things that I really care about and he is not one of them. I guess I can just act more civilized and just reply him so that at least he does not feel guilty or anything? I dont know. I just cant be bothered.
"Just like how other people who cant be bothered with me, why should I bother myself with everyone?" That is the thought that came in my mind on the previous paragraph. This train of thought is definitely wrong and it shouldnt have came to my mind. I feel so disappointed in myself for even thinking that way. Really, what have I become? Let me reply the person now so that at least, I know, I am making myself respond the right way. I got to go now before my sinful side takes over, see you!
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