I used to have this habit of checking my blog more than once EVERYDAY just to see where my views are coming from. I now realized(finally) that I am a super attention seeker, because every time there is a view, I will be happy! Well, which blogger wouldnt be? I will always wonder about who are reading my blog(especially those from Singapore) and try to speculate them. I will never know if I am right or not, but I could never imagine anyone being interested in my life. I told myself, if there is someone who is like that, I would definitely be a real DARN good friend to the person. Then I thought of God. He is always interested in me. Yet, there are so many times, despite knowing his presence, I ignored him. I am so hypocritical, no questions asked.
I am chasing after so many things that will never be mine, things that will never satisfy me, things that are temporal. God is chasing after me, he is interested in a relationship with me, he can fill the void in my heart, he is eternal. I know this facts, yet I think that my puny little mind cannot comprehend this and act accordingly. Well, I guess its all about choices. It is the split second which matters. Just like how we choose where to study, what to study and how we want to fare for our studies- everything is a choice. We have a choice and we have to choose God. God chose us already and prepared so many goodies for us. We just have to befriend him and take it from him.
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