Left out?

  Kind of feel left out nowadays when some of my good friends hang out without asking me. I suppose that this is part and parcel of life, you move to new life station, you meet new people you move on. There are just so many people who aint in your life anymore. Then you will have to learn to adapt to the new changes and hopefully get along with other people who are within your social circle. I do feel a bit discouraged nowadays when I see that they have outings without me, and then I realized something. There are also people who are still in my life and have been there for me since forever! Those are the people who I really should keep a look out for! Why am I so troubled by those who are not?

  Lets think a bit deeper, God has always been there for me! In the past, in the future, when I do not even know of his existence, when I know him and even when I know him but forgotten about him. He has always been there for me! God talked to us through many special ways and sometimes it is so hilarious that I dont know what to think.

  I want to get closer to God. I am such a flawed person and I procrastinate. I will not do that anymore, I will seek God with intention. I am so glad that I know Ruth and I am going to try fasting tomorrow. God, I pray that through this, I will be more sensitive to you now. I put the distance between us before, now I am going to close that gap. I will not let you down.