Nowadays, when I look back at what I had and what I have now I just feel like laughing out loud. Not the hearty kind of laugh but the cynical sarcastic one. I never thought that I am even capable of that, but I bet that if anyone is in situation they will do the same.
God really loves to play with me. Every time when I am confused and finally decide on doing something, he will put in another factor and make me rethink the whole situation again. Or he will just ridicule me with stupid things, people from my past.
Nevertheless, the touch of God is still there and give me the confidence to go back to church. Hopefully while He's at it, he will help me all the way with my problems. :D
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