Messed up day.

Whatever happen happened, once again, I was in a situation where I cried in the public. When I was working! Stupid guy just have to make me so confused, so frustrated that I cried.

I am thankful for certain people that actually helped me handling my emotional distress. One of them is my best friend now, Aedy, jeslyn and Wei Hong! Each contributed In their own ways and I felt relieved!

I even played mahjong until it is 6plus on the morning. Halfway through, I broswed twitter and I realized that once again, I was looking for his tweets! And after reading his tweets I felt so emo and as if I am in wrong! He made it sound like the victim and cried, but guess what? I have cried so much In this stupid relationship that I have lost count! And he is not only the victim here!!!

And so, I decided to delete twitter now to help me better focus and manage myself! Anyway, after the mahjong session, on my way home I the bus, I cried again. Seriously, Poh Heng can you stop crying?! Damn annoying leh! Then on the way home, I started to sing some emotional songs and I cried again. Its not like i want it o happen, i just felt so in tune with the songs! What the shit right

Not gonna care so much anymore. NOT ANYMORE!! HEAR THAT POH HENG???