Haha, life has been good to me I guess! Not really emo recently! Though there were times when I just want to go back to the emo stage, I don't know why I want that also, but it's quite dumb and so I resisted it.
I guess what I need is not to have another emo attack! It's feels almost like an addiction, except that this does not make me feel good at all before during and after. Quite weird, how I subconsciously want it...
Now, as my life turns for the better, I hope that it will stay this way!! Oh ya, I am going for mission trip! It is going to be my first mission trip, and I hope that it will really open my eyes and give me a push closer to god.
Sometimes I feel bad, especially when I try to push god out of my life's equation. I do hope that I will never do that again, and really, slowly appreciate him in my life! Cause he is the most perfect person that I have ever known and he wants the best for me!
Poh Heng, jiayou for life! :D
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