From young, every new year, people around me will ask me what my resolution for the year is. I'd just shake my head and shrugg my shoulders, telling them that I will just take things on a day by day basis. They would then envy me, or at least some would, telling me that I am content with my current life- that's why I dont have a resolution. I will then, basking full with pride, think about the compliment and see how it is seen in my life and nod to myself with a grin on my face.
It is only now that I realized that they were wrong, and that my pride was of nothing. It is not that I am content with my life, it is just that I dont care. But then, why do I not care? I distinctively remember that, in the past, I do care for the things regarding me, like, EVERYTHING, like, super duper care, 1000000% care. My level to care, I feel, have regressed over the period of time, so much so that the amount doesnt seem to mean of any significance. Well, I still have things close to me which I do care, but most of the other stuffs, nah.
And so, I have decided that, I should have a resolution, to have something to work for and look forward to, in this year.
1) Slim down
2) Patch up all the weird relationships
3) Get to know god more
4) Enjoy life
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