Ugly Betty & DHT

ITs been fun, watching ugly betty from season 1 to 4 in a week. I cant imagine how much she has been through, you know, to be what she is now. I do hope that I will be like her. Working hard, being such a nice friend( though she bosses them around a lot), and ultimately being successful in what she like to do, enjoying every single day of her life.

At the very end, when she said her goodbyes, it teared me up. I wont be able to do that, I know I wont, its too saddening. But she did that, she moved on, chasing after what she really like. I want to be like her, she has always been working towards her goal, I dont even have one to start off with.

This course I am studying now, DHT( dental hygiene and therapy), I could see how it works out now. It would be quite a life, dealing with saliva, blood but I am fine with it. Just like how the therapist said, we will get used to it eventually. So its not too bad. The main job scope of being a therapist is to treat patients who are young, so I am assured to not see the worst dental cases. And also, being a leftie/rightie, doesnt matter. The dental chairs still work, I am smart, I can improvise. The only thing left, standing in the way, is me, being a male and me, not having the passion. I wonder if I want to do something like that in the future, but I am afraid, if I left now, I would regret.

I want to be like Betty, pursuing her passion since day 1. WOrking up the ladder, inspiring people, making things work. I want to be that. I dont know if I have to courage to, I will see. Its really a nice show, I do hope that others would watch it. And oh, watching that show really brings out the bitch in me. I did not just totally said that. Toodles.