I guess this is the end of this remarkly long relationship. Looks like I wasnt wrong, we are so gonna split up some other day. Fate plays a lot of trick on people, dont they? Nothing in common, yet it lasted for 6months.
Last week, the way you acted, showed me what you think of me and I guessed it was not what I wanted. It may seen to be trivial; it does to a lot of people, Just like that only what\, but it meant a lot to me. I just dont like being taken for granted & being wrongly accused of. 6months have been a long time, you know. I dont think sorries work for me, my personality doesnt accept it. It happened, I never went back looking.
I am born to be hard on people, that's just what I am. I am also born to make only a few friends out of the many. Add them up, you will get a person who is super hard on his good friends because their opinion matters. Of course, very little understands. He is just a petty. Oh wait, I am stubborn too. That, I'll admit.
I wont deny that I have any fun times, because I had. Always do, that's why I sticked around. Just that sometimes, it gets annoying, really annoying. I'd let it slide, once, twice, thrice, there's always a limit before I snapped. I guess it happened, or I wont be writing this post. Some of you might already be asking by now, why not just tell the person what he is doing wrong so that he can change. The thing is, I dont want him to change for me. I want the person to stay as he is, before he met me. I want to be friends because of who they are, not some new fake trait because I bossed around. It isnt the person anymore. It doesnt feel right.
Well, good for you, your not the first one. I ended a lot of relationships this way, around 3~5? Doesnt matter, its the end. Thank you for being with me all this while, it helps. Really, thank you.
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