I do not know if there are still anyone reading my blog but nonetheless I am still going to continue this. The title of my blog is "my emotional rants", so do not take everything here as a hundred percent judgement of my character; I am more happy than what it seems to be here. I only come here from time to time to pour out those negative thoughts that are starting to take roots in my heart, soul and mind. Or just when I am bored and cannot seem to find anything else to do. Like now.
No thanks to manning over the CNY, my phone data usage have managed to exceed over eighty percent just today and in order to do some damage control, I am limiting myself to only a few options. One of them is blogging.
Without actually trying, blogging have integrated itself into my life already. I am a lazy person. As such, I will not explain myself with regards to blogging. ( I actually had a long paragraph typed out, but it just seemed irrelevant and I cannot find anything in me to actually keep it.)
I am a liar. I lie quite frequent. I may be a truthful person but there are just some things I feel like I can't tell the truth. And hence, I lie. Each time I lie I feel like I take out a piece of myself. Not only do I feel bad, but I have to hide myself from others. It is certainly not a pleasant feeling. How can you build friendships without knowing exactly who the other person is? You cant. Because it would be built on lies and lies destroy trust.
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