Saturday, April 26, 2014

Forgiveness.

  Oh yes, this is something that I have been meaning to post but I kept forgetting. I have decided to forgive my Father. Yes, the rotten apple who have did this family wrong by having a mistress(es?) and continue to make our lives super difficult by being a cunning fox as well. I grew up with memories of nothing but waking up late in the night hearing my parents quarrel all the time. Of course, he is not the only one to blame, my Mom is too( even though she has a legit reason, she chooses the wrong time to fight).

  I realized that I want to place I call home. A group of people who I can always count on and dearly introduce them to others as my family. I realized that the first step to do so, is to forgive. Without forgiveness, all this grudges that I have will hinder all this from happening. And so, I decided to forgive. This inspiration to forgive came to me when I visited the church for the ESS last week. I could not have asked for more, it is time to let it go.

  This family will not survive without any love, this family needs to forgive and I will be the first one who starts to forgive. Hopefully, they will see the effort and do so too. That's all I can say. God, please watch over my broken beyond repair family, no amount of human effort can save it except for you. I tried, I gave up. God, I lay my family in your hands. Amen.

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