Fire and water

  I was just thinking of a title for this post because I came here with nothing in mind to write. Then I thought about things that happened in the past, it became remarkably easy to do so when you just recently went out with a group of friends who constantly tease you about it.

  I thought that it was gone, that I am immune to it already- but I am not. There is still this very tiny sore feeling emanating from within and it is not a pleasant feeling. It makes me feels like I have some difficulty in breathing ( I am pretty sure that my fats play a part in this phenomenon too).
 
  Nevertheless, time is constantly moving and we all embark on our own journey. Cliche as it sounds that is life I guess, you dont take people with you, you take the memories- fond or not. However, at the end of the day, memories are just memories and they fade away. What's left is your last impression on the person. Was he a good friend to you? Was he mean? Was he fun to be with?

  I think we are genetically designed to not forget what is precious to us. Things we hold close to our hearts, things that invoke numerous emotions from us. Like any other who talks about their tragic past, "it gets better in time." They never forget. They just learn to handle it with time. Afterall, practice makes perfect.

  There are so many things that I am still clinging on to, things that I cant forget. Even if I am given the ability to forget, I would rather not. Yes, these memories would make me emo from time to time, but it makes me who I am today. Not to mention among those depressing memories, some are actually nice. Like the person who accompanied you through them, the one who pulled you back up or just the silly things you committed that you find it so funny now.

  I am an air headed person, and most times than not, I love to overestimate myself and dive into situations recklessly. I would always tell myself, if its for this reason, then it will work. Such a beautiful lie is not it? We all like to believe that things will happen the way we want it to be but what are the chances?

   If I were to be given a chance to revisit my past just to relief an experience, I would not know which to choose. There are too many things I want to experience again, having that in mind, I think that it is for me to create more of this wonderful memories now so that I have more to reminisce in the future right? 

  Anyway, I just figured how what I just wrote above links with the random title of this post! Fire and water, yin and yang, past and present,  the circle of life!  Does it make sense to you?