So I woke up to a whatsapp group chat where VE was discussing about singthesis joining in for the musicals. The reaction Dx and Sya gave made me wonder, why are they so against them? I dont get it. So much hatred that I almost couldnt stand reading it. Did I pass the "hate" to them? Honestly, I dont feel anything against them, I didnt even know why until sya explained. I suddenly cant help but I felt that I let VE down. That I am such a useless person. I dont know, I just do. So much so that I cry two times.
This is not the VE that I want to create, to have. So people, lets just leave it behind us okay? Why hold a grudge to people when I dont think they remember of our existence?
I wanted to post on that whatsapp whatever I wrote on top, but I decided not to. It is too emotional and its something that is not appropriate for the group. But I just have to post somewhere and let it out. I do not want to keep things in. That's all for now.
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