Sometimes when I say I don't give a damn, I do. However, when I don't give a damn I will still say I don't give a damn. Moral of the story: I will never admit that I give a damn. I am such a troublesome person ain't I?
Anyway, I find myself getting more and more distant from my VE juniors already, eventually I might even consider them as acquaintances. Don't get me wrong- they are nice people. It's just that I don't find myself talking more deep with anyone of them. I can't even do it. It's not like I don't want to, I just don't know how to do it anymore. In fact, other than a few close friends that I had made, I can't say the seem to make anymore close friends.
In the past, I have no problems just opening up and share my life with people around me. Now, I have seem to forget that ability already. Perhaps I am afraid? Body, please don't be afraid. I need you to be strong and look forward. I am sure God will be there to guide me as well. Hopefully things will go more smoothly. Jiayou! :D
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