Bored.

  As usual, I feel like complaining about the people who I follow and have not yet updated ever since my how many posts. People just don't seem to be in the mood to blog nowadays! I wonder why? I mean, it is really a good thing because people forget. When you write down things, you can still read back and remember all of them! The good times, the bad times and the really boring times(like now). What can I say? I am pondering over what to write down in this post and saying it out silently to myself now. I am even reading out loud what I have written so far! Can you guys believe how bored I am?

 There are a few things that are going on in my life now that I can say, but I choose rather not to because those are really small minor details that I dont think that I will ever want to remember. One example would be that I avoided eye contact with people who I am suppose to be okay with. Like, I am suppose to be mature enough and act like an adult and act NORMAL. I just cant. Acting normal seems so tough nowadays! This mental barrier is so hard to take down, I am impressed with the will of my body! However, I do believe that the will of mind must triumph soon or I would be punished to live a life with zero to none friends. That would be pathetic and disgraceful, lonely and sad.

  The things with my LG seems to be going downhill. I am so disappointed in them! We had fun in the previous LG and no one seems to be interested in continuing that! There is only so much I can do for the LG and they are not initiating one bit! I dont blame them though, we have a non-existent LGL. Although I would REALLY appreciate if they would at least be supportive when I try to get a conversation going! Even if they are not interested in what I was planning( which I know is super fun cause it involves overnight stay at someone's house/chalet at a SUPER cheap rate), can they at least say "I am not free/no/busy/join you all later"? They dont even have the decency to reply me. It is not enough if I am the only person interested in keeping this LG alive.

  OH yes, I almost forgot. In case you all dont know me enough, I went on a mission trip to hope kampar last year to empower one of the daughter church! Now, since we have a global conference going on this week in Singapore, I will be hosting them( along with the others)! It feels super exciting! Its a good thing also because I get to take a break from my LG. You know, at first when I heard the news, I felt super reluctant. As I had the thought that being a host means inviting my hope kampar friends to my LG and enjoy the night together. Luckily it wasnt. This is the extent of how lousy my LG is so far. However, I do really hope that one day it will become super attractive and we will have a happy LG! :D

  I took up another part time job at MOF at Lot 1 recently. It is kind of cool, I received many compliments that I am good, that I am an able worker. Of course, look at me, I have so many experience handling people and food. It is probably what I am good at only. When I look for part time jobs, one of the few places where I think I can work confidently is in a restaurant. There are also some other things like BBQ counter, Sandwich making( which a few customers complimented me), putting on graduation gowns and stuff. Actually I am confident in all the things I have work in so far! Perhaps except for the IT fair promoter thing. It was horrible, I didnt had the stamina to talk about a laptop for an entire day!

  By the way, I have been watching many many many drama series recently. Really A LOT! Drop dead diva, Skins, Teen Wolf, Suits, Dont trust that B**** in Apartment 23, and a few other movies that I kind of forgotten already. Adding on to those drama series that I finished last time and still chasing after it, big bang theory, vampire diaries and grey's anatomy( still my favorite!). I really do appreciate them I guess, you watch and watch and when one episode finishes, 40 minutes have passed already. These 40 minutes always seem to be kind of short to me, especially when you are watching these series and waiting for new episodes to come out. Now I have to find more series to watch!

  Okay, I think I should stop writing and really find more series to watch! See ya people! :D