Spiritual baby?

Lol, what he said was spot on for me in quite a few instances. Ever since I came to this NS ministry, I have no one who is looking over me. Literally no one. No one is there to guide me at all and there's no lg. I just visit church, hang out after service and go home. This is how my new lg works. I have no Shepard.

I have been lamenting this over in my mind that I have no Shepard, where is my Shepard. This is in fact, whining and I know that that's what spiritual babies do. Of course, I was also taught recently that having a Shepard is a privilege, not an entitlement so I am someone without privilege. Yet I pray to god that I want one.

I am really happy and glad about how things came about eventually. I was invited to the Lg's teaching from the ex lgl with all the core team members. There are really a lot of things that I need to learn, I am super cui in my bible knowledge.

Anyway it is a super long teaching, there are 5 points and we didn't even finish the first one in 1 hour plus! Not that I am complaining because I learnt a lot and every minute is really not wasted. God I thank you for sending guidance for me and I pray that you will continue to watch over our lives.