He is super irritating. Anything that comes out of his mouth is dirty and he doesnt take obvious hints. Hints telling him that people are annoyed, hints that he should SERIOUSLY stop. If its only words, I still can sort of endure, but he keeps touching me. Like, if I were a girl, he would have been in jail long time ago already. He touched me EVERYWHERE. If I were to be even more crude, he grabbed. I dont know if I will one day explode in his face. Hopefully not.
Anyway, I had a chat with Ruth today regarding a sermon that was preached in her church yesterday. I really should have went for that sermon. God gave me the opportunity and I threw it away. I feel so dumb. Want to guess what sermon was preached? It has got to do with everything regarding emotions. One thing that struck me the most, is being emotional in a relationship with people. If I am happy we are friends, if I am not, I can just cut off. That is so me. I have been trying to change it, and I think I am making good progress. So its fine.
Like what one of my friend said to me, being sad is understandable but being emotional is just irresponsible. I accept that and I pray that one day I will be changed by God's grace and mercy.
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