I don't even know what to think

I finally started to read a Christian book and it has open my eyes, my lousy tainted eyes and looked at the truth. I read through 5 out of the 7 points today( fast right?) and I was at the topic of forgiving when the message came. I wasn't expecting that at all, and when it came, I read and just teared. Like many many drops of tears. I don't know if I am feeling relieved, happy or what. I don't know but I just feel like tearing up. Luckily there's no patients. Thank you God, continue to work in me!