Dream again!

 I cant remember all the details cause I was distracted when I woke up. Such an annoying sister I have( but she's awesome also).

  It was a dream where I was super introvert and I just transferred to a new lg. In this lg, there were more girls than guys and the lgl is a female. She sounded quite wisdomic when she speak. I dont know where we were but it felt like it was an outing at some grassy area. So I was walking around and settled somewhere, that's when I overheard the leader talking to WH. I couldnt make out what I hear at first, but it went along the line of "I am on a very surface level with him(me) and I just cant seem to move on to the next stage. Although he did give me a tip on using the search thing at his blog to see what are the frequently used words to understand him more and I know his problem now. I just cant move to the next."

  I know that there are a few scenes before this, but I cannot recall. My memories are so lousy that I could die.

  What a dream, is it suppose to mean something? Or is it because I want to escape from reality so much that  I just keep dreaming nowadays? They do say that dreams are the thoughts of your subconscious mind. This means that, these are the things I think unknowingly when I am awake. Oh well, it doesnt matter anyway.

  I have so many things on mind and I just dont know where to start. This images, this random scenes in my head are always continuously playing. Whatever it is, I am not going to give anyone an opportunity/ability to screw me over again. Never.