Haha, so what's happening now is that I am sitting at my favorite corner in school( 3rd floor the hallway in between blk H and E) enjoying the breeze and "skipping" lecture. I don't know If it's me or what, but I feel really paiseh going into the lecture hall because my seat is in front and it's a foreign speaker. What's more is that they just started the whole seminar.
Another factor that pushed me into not going into the lecture hall is that my best friend, Aedy, is going through some super dilemma right now and she's panicking! For some reason, she stopped replying me after I gave her reason, so I am going to stop taking about her here.
LOL, as soon as I finished typing that, she replied me. Anyway, it is so nice that somebody actually cared about her enough to initiate and talk to her! This kind of thing doesn't happen in my world anymore, or at least not in my church. I wonder why. What did I exactly do? Are the friendships that I have/had so fragile? Once again, it doesn't matter to me now cause nothing is going to change no matter how much I sulk. What I need to do is to accept the fact and move on. Moving on seems like a pretty good option at this point of time. Move on not only from people, but also from myself. I need a change. A change in my character and also a change in my priorities in life. So much so that my happiness is not derived from the responds and actions of other people, my happiness comes from myself, that I am happy with who I am and what I do.
On a side note, I always like the fact that whenever I have times like this to think, the weather always changes so quickly. It is always this period when it started off sunny and when I finally stop writing and look up, it is already night time.
Anyway, this paragraph is specifically for Ambrose. I bet you are saying "wtf" at the things that I write right? HAHAHAHA! Okay la, please don't stalk me and tell the whole world okay? :P
My phone batteries dying already, hopefully it can tahan a bit more until the end of today. I am going to go off now, see ya! :D
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