Stop and breathe.

  Did I mention to you guys how much I love Grey's anatomy? It's not just about the medical thing or the hook up that they always have. One thing that makes me love the series so much is how deep, real and funny it is. There are so many times when I find myself feeling for them and also enjoy their relationships. Each of them have a story of their own and it becomes really interesting when you try to mesh them up all! One particular couple that I enjoy the most from the series are Meredith and Christina. They are just so real and I just love the friendship that they have.

  You know, friendship aint about being on the same side of the river all the time, its not about seeing the person everyday( although that would help). When you look at them, you know that they are friends for life. They instantly understands how each other feel and even if they dont, they will try to help each other and act like adults. One more thing, they dont speak in singlish( though it doesnt really make a strong point here).

  Why am I saying this is because I have been catching up on the series when I thought that it already ended and now I just finished the most recent episode. There is nothing much I can do and I am bored again. I would really love to find new shows and watch but I am just too lazy and I told myself that writing on blog would be more worth my time now.

  I have not read back what I have posted recently, I dont want to yet because...because. I know it sounds ridiculous but nowadays, I am feeling better. No more nothing for anyone in NYP, I dont feel any regrets and that sounds good. Now, I just need to get past myself. Slowly, one step at a time towards a better future, a better me. I may not be a strong person, but I will be. God give me two legs so I can stand and stand I will. I will make people who are not my friends incredibly jealous because I am not their friend. Okay, now I sound egoistic. I will stop now.