I just realized that things have not been going according to my way lately. Whatever I do in the past, whatever I predicted, whatever I wanted and hoped for all came my way. I would have this period of hoping and then happiness because what I hoped for came to pass.
However, nowadays, whatever I hope for, whatever I think will happen or should happen, whatever I want and whatever I plan turns out to be nothing. They always come out of the opposite and disappoint me.
Everything seems so out of my reach nowadays, I don't even know what's going on. So random and unpredictable. I am so glad that I am moving on, perhaps from there, I will be able start afresh, to put all those demons behind. I really hope that history will not repeat itself. Jiayou! :D
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