I have decided that my current behavior should change, and it should change for the better! No more just either be friends or ignore. I should be friends with everyone and not leave anyone out of my life! No one deserves to be alone and I must really learn to love people around me! That is what going to give me the magic in my life, and I realized that I should not feel troubled and burdened in any relationships!
I took the first step today and decided to ask Glenn out for lunch. If I am going to change my weird take on relationship, it should start non other than a church member around me who I have difficulty loving.
And I am going to use the book that I bought, as a guide to help me with this relationship! The first thing they say I should do, is to get write 10 things I am grateful to the person! So here I go~
1) I am grateful for Glenn because he cared about me enough to write me an encouragement letter when Dr Ali scolded me in front of the whole class.
2) I am grateful for Glenn for asking people around me to talk to me about my problem when Dr Ali scolded me.
3) I am grateful for Glenn for he never fails to try to make the atmosphere up when everything seems to be boring, though most of the time its really failed attempts.
4) I am grateful for Glenn because he showed me that through perseverance anything it possible!
5) I am grateful for Glenn for he packed chocolates for everyone in the class during valentine's day.
6) I am grateful for Glenn for he celebrated my birthday when I first came in.
7) I am grateful for Glenn for he has never done anything bad towards me in my life with intentions.
8) I am grateful for Glenn for being part of my first LG that made things more interesting! He is also one of the reasons why I am still in church so far!
9) I am grateful for Glenn because he never shuns me away when I go to him even when I do that to him all the time.
10) I am grateful for Glenn because of his presence, I am able to try and love him and conquer this messed up brain of mine to love people!
Okay, although some of the reasons are a bit lame, but I am trying my best okay! Jiayou! You can do it Poh Heng, I must learn to love people! :D
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