I guess this is the last place where I can freely express myself and not get condemned. Church is so unappealing nowadays that I don't know what is going on anymore.
People can just change 180 and it's really scary. Especially in a church and I thought that how a church handle things is really different?
Doesn't matter anymore, I am not going to care so much about the idiots and just continue on with my life. From what I heard, we should maintain good healthy relationship with people at all times because even if we are right with god and not right with people around us, it doesn't work.
I find that I have been trying really hard nowadays and nothing seem to be working. Whatever, fuck it. Fuck fuck fuck!!!!!
What a messed up life I have! Though being in a church brought me a lot of life lessons and joy, it doesn't seem to be working well nowadays. I think, if I have the choice, I wouldn't want to engross myself in so many churchy stuff, now I feel so messed up. Messed up. FUCK.
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