Boring day..

  Turns out that today is going to be a boring day after all. I want to hang out somewhere and I realized that there is no one for me to ask, nothing for me to do. No one at all. However, I am not feeling disheartened because I brought this upon all to myself. I am going to learn to be independent  and learn that even without friends that are close to me, I can still be happy and go on with life! Life is too short for me to sulk over things that doesnt even matter to other people.

  Nonetheless I want to make today an awesome day for myself! What should I do? Its been awhile since I went to the movies and there are a lot of awesome movies out there that I havent watch yet! Should I go for it? Hmm, honestly I think that its a great idea! Lol, I just realize how stupid I sound by talking to myself.

  Okay, then its all set. A day to prove that even without friends I can still be happy. That my happiness is not based on my friends alone!! Haha, guess what? Right at this very moment as I was typing that, WH actually twitted me to go dry swimming! God really likes to play me with all this coincidences.

  Once again, I am stuck with choices. What should I do? Say yes? Or just say no? In the end, I chose to just ask him what time, so that I can buy some time for me to think. Haha, POH HENG AH POH HENG, why are you swayed so easily? From the start "its all set", reducing to thinking if I really want to go or not because of one tweet.

  Maybe what I want is just company? Oh well, I think I will just stick to my original plan bah...though I got this sian feeling that I want to go. Poh Heng, YOU MUST LEARN TO BE INDEPENDENT. Your happiness shouldnt rely on people asking you out. You must stay happy and content with yourself and only get happier when someone ask you out. Okay? Okay, jiayou Poh Heng, you can do it! :D