Well, I am not really sure what is going on now, history seems to love repeating itself. The cold war. Somehow or rather, I would like to believe that it is for the best, but there would always have a slight tug somewhere when I look at the person. Maybe that was for the best afterall. I shouldnt want to over-rely on someone right? I should learn to be dependant, I should go out more. Sides, no attempts from the other side to savage the situation, its pretty obvious how un-important I am seen to be. In the end, I am just someone to hang out with. Nevertheless, I will let that slide, for I know myself, I dont deserve much.
Seriously, now that I think about it. Relationship is just like a vase, the stronger one is, the bigger it becomes and that trying to glue back the vase when it breaks is as good as a mission to not sing forever. Another way to see it is that, both parties of a relationship each have a hand that holds the vase, like I said, strong relationship means bigger vase. So the stronger it becomes, the heavier the vase, it will need hands of both the party to sustain it in the air. If one decides that he cant be bothered anymore, the vase dropps.
There are many circumstances where one have to hold the vase tighter, to show to the other one how much he want to vase to never break. Even when the other one releases, he will try to sustain with his strength as much as possible. Sadly, it has never happen to me before, this scenario. People seem to just let it drop when I drop. So be it then, drop.
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