Just when I am cosily settling into my holiday mood...Sheldon called me and asked me about attachment. I freaked out. Its happening in 3 more days- how can I not?! I went online and "readied" myself for the attachment stuffs, I was looking through the list of who-is-going-which-primary-school thingy, and I found out that I am going to unity primary school. "YAY"! It sounded near, choa chu kang cresant. You know, CCK. After I went online and google, I got turned off. The travelling time is more than half an hour!! Its soo far! Imagine me travel to and fro? 1hour gone.
IT was until I talked to a formal unity pri student( emil) that I found better routes. Either take lrt to CCK, then 302. Or take mrt to Yew Tee and walk down. Thanks a lot btw, hon!
But nevertheless, I got hyped up. I dont even know why. Actually, I do. I had this vision of having fun, chatting with the very nice dental personal, and perhaps singing. Ya, why not? Its okay to dream, it relaxes and prepares you. The only thing that suck, among other stupid things is that we dont get paid. It matters a lot. Geez.
Oh, there is this one scary thing that happened to me. I am having dilemmia about being a dental therapist/hygienist. I do hope that my future is not constricted. I mean, my fingers arent exactly capable of producing results, that I know for sure. I always feel inferior in that point, sometimes I wonder if it is just me. But no, the result shows. what's more is that, this job is sexist. AGAINST MALES. And oh wait, I am a left hander. The chairs are made for right-handers. So what am I doing here? To summarize, I do not fit in this course. AND I am feeling just that.
For now, I think I will just give it a go until the end of this upcoming attachment. Where I will( or hope to) realize what I want to really do in the future. Dentist who I will observe, prepare to get screwed with my questions.
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