Stress

In the early years of my secondary school life, I always appear to be sloppy without worries nor stress( or so someone says), and yet did good in my studies- I managed to get into 4e2 without studying( It is sheer luck, I promise!). But now, I can't be proud and announce that I wouldn't study at all, it's all coming down at me, all in one full wave: the workload I have procrastinated, the heavy sec 4 topics. It is not just a game of luck anymore, it is a match of competence with all the other graduating students- to see who could strive further and reach the spots they want.

The coming of SYF did not helped much in my academic situation either, but that doesn't mean that I am blaming it; I chose choir in the first place no? My choice, my set of responsibilities. Though I can't help but to wish that SYF could end earlier, so that I could really focus on my studies. That situation, however, might get rid of choir's chance to get a silver, so I'd really prolong my torture for awhile rather than missing my last chance. Right?

"A student leader is someone who manages both his academic and CCA well," that's what I have heard somewhere and have forgotten the source. I guess I should really plan my daily activities well, so that I could maximise my input instead of wasting meaningless time with my nonsensical stuffs( and that excludes blogging, it is suppose to improve my english).

Anyway, Ms Soh, noticed how "hardworking" her class is, decided to force upon them to start memorising phrases and structures. Which is a good thing, I guess. Being lazy for too long makes me "forget" about how to work hard. Blessing in disguise? I guess.

P.s. Running out of time here, so the things I say get's shorter and shorter :P