In the mornings...

It's about 4:50am here when I started writing this post, just finished my A math work along with learning my chinese spelling. I am....hardworking right? Nah, It's just that I woke up in the midnight(3:32am) and started to do my homeworks. Just finished it and saw that I still have some time here, so decided to post this post!

So, what time did I actually sleep to wake up at 3:32am? I slept quite early and i mean, REALLY early, about 7pm I guess. Was really tired than, singing is a really tough job you know? At least I did not "overslept" and slept through the night, or I would have to face the wrath of a certain teacher. Who? Figure it out yourself.

Anyway, the O'lvl results toda..opps, I mean yesterday, was something I didn't expect. Not that I expected much though. Ms soh was like, "bao xin, ni kan dao le mei you?" (Did you see that, Poh Heng?). It was as if she's trying to hint me something. Perhaps she saw through my shield that protects my laziness to be seen by other people. Or does she thinks that I did not try hard enough? Sometimes I just feel that she just have too much expectations from me, I mean, I am a nobody after all. Not outstanding in anything I do. Plain average, as average-ish an average would be. Perhaps that would be the reason why I don't try real hard in studies. Singing is another thing though.

I feel so wanted when I sing in choir, it's like, I need them and they need me, and so, we come together and create music. Homeworks, studies and stuff are always out of my mind during choir because I enjoyed myself too much there that I couldn't think of anything else. I always felt that I am alive during and after choir practices. Be it with a conductor or not, I still do.

I still don't get some of the immatures' mindset of choir being a sissy CCA though. Sure, you don't move around much, you don't sweat much, but that's mainly due to the air-con room we are in. The best thing about choir is that you will have a great feeling of statisfaction when you create the music.

Note here: you CREATE the music.

It does come with a price though, and that is that you need to be committed, pratice a few minutes every single day and stuffs. *Hints for my juniors*

Another best thing about choir is that you sing with your pals as one heartbeat. I mean, duh, we do follow the same timing our conductor gives. Singing with your best-est,er friends just makes the day even more fun! You know, sometimes when you sing the wrong note, and the other knows it, we would just laugh it off.

LOL, i just noticed that I am like advertising for choir. I will stop it for now........or not.

P.S. Choir is a good CCA. :P