Well, guys i am back! I suppose i should have wrote it yesterday when i came back from the camp but my sore body was telling me otherwise. My body always seem to overrule my mind into doing things- does that meant that I am rather unintelligent? Well whatever- at least i am writing it now; be grateful!
In overall- the camp's rather successful; campers enjoyed every single moment there(i hope it ain't just part of my wishful thinking). What makes this camp most enjoyable to me is that, i REALLY get to know people from it- as in the way, that makes you want to know the other members more and also to chat with them. Compared with my previous experiences with other camps, this had the most deal of effect on me. I wonder why? Is it because i am more outspoken now? Or is it that i was involved in the planning of the camp? That i do not know, all I need to know is that I made alot of friends there. A toast up for me.
Also, I felt so glad that i had this wonderful instructor with us through this camp. Sure, sometimes I had some unpleasant encounters with him- now that i look back at it, it was all my fault and he was just trying to correct me; to make me a better person. And truth to be told- I think i am better than before now...
I also liked his idea of having each of us owning an envelop and attach it to a wall, so that comments could be made just by writing it on a piece of paper and slip inside the envelop- it ensures that even the most shy would tell one of something that they won't be able to say out in person. The envelop also serves us the function of a memorial object for the camp. Just by reading through the comments- flutters the butterflies in my stomach; making me remember how happy i was throughout the camp and also what people thinks of my behaviour. Something i would recommend in ALL camps.
And oh, our choir's instructor is Gregory Chen- Pardon my rudeness, your sire :P
If you ask me to recall about the camp now- i could only recall the parts where i feel that i am "tortured". Which is actually also the part that i enjoy the most; to be able to handle problems together as a group, to be able to solve them in the end- gives me a deep sense of statisfaction that i seemed to be lacked of all this years of my childhood. Especially the part where we watched the grudge- it ain't really a problem, but we watched and screamed together, which made the whole movie really enjoyable even though i used to say NO to horrors. I just kept laughing, like it's how it's suppose to be; natural.
Up to this point, i may sound dramatic or even absurb- but this is the best camps ever, believe me.
To write how the events go I wish i could, but now i think of it i think i shouldn't.
Cause it would lead this whole post be too lengthy to be read.(Be grateful once again that i am helping you cope with your eyes.)
After this choir, i believe that I am more attached to choir now(not that my attachment level to choir is really limited). The fiery passion inside me could even put the sun into shame!(Now, that's drama.) I could say that I am really looking forward to SYF- it's what i have been wokking forward to since a year now, I want to acheive something for choir- something that would made the choir members raise their head high for the acheievement whenever talks about choir are to be heard. I also wanted to leave an impression to other people that choir is something to be respected and we are not just some half-ass CCA that can be boss-ed around or to be ignored, i had enough of that already.
Kind of dissapointed when mdm ho said that choir won't be performing on our own during Chinese New Year celebration- it's actually the kind of chance i am looking forward to; cause the whole school will be there to witness our choir. Sadly- time isn't on our side; and i guess the whole idea of changing what people think will have to wait. Wait till when then? I hope it's not long enouogh that i wont be singing up stage with my choir peeps- that thought alone, is saddening. I think i had this dread of leaving this choir already. I just want to see the faces of the zhenghuarians cheering our performances, over and over again; like it's destined already. Yet something that wo0uld be make feel extremely happy at the end of the day; our efforts been finally paid off.
I don't know what it would lead me to, but i believe that i would still be working with my friends after i graduate; we agreed to go to the same place to work together once again. To keep our friendship everlasting...something that i always have been grateful of.
Okay, i believe some of you might have doze off or even click to other pages already- i don't mind. Just want to write it for myself...
P.S.- i love to see the "i-am-so-afraid" look on the choir members' faces during the nightwalk' call me a sadist if you want; my group name is called black sadists for your info!
Another P.S- IF you really want to know the details of the camp, you can always look around me links in the choir section- and see if any had bothered to write down about what happened :P
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