Today,I am going to post about how i feel for my SA2 exam results! First of all, just want to apologize if you find it offensive; it's my point of view afterall. So, the moment you felt insulted, you can stop reading. I can understand...NOT :).
At one look, you would find that my results are really damn lousy and said that i would need to work EXTRA harder by alot. But, if you compared mine with the others, it isn't really sooo bad at all. It's just average, plain average- not above or below. Which i would say, really isn't a good nor bad thing at all.
The thing that i am most shocked of, was my english result. I never expect myself to fail paper 2, what's more, really badly. No wonder i had this weird negative feeling inside me the day before i received the paper. I went into this depression mood on the day itself; not able to read any fanfictions- just chatting over the internet. Call it the heng's depression if you would.
I am particularly proud of my chemistry and physics results; since i am the minorities who passed them(50% though). NOt that i really study much for it- and those questions i study were all wrong, so yea- extra proud. But still, the top scorers in the class were way high above me, while the failures were below. Making me the average guy once again.
Next that i am proud of is my E math results. I did extremely well for paper 1, but paper 2 totally pull down my marks. Making me an A2. Kinda sad, isn't it? Hahas, no worries- i am fine with it. It's still an A! I would be lying if i said that for your info.
Humanities wise, i can't really say much about it. Even though i did crap for history, i did well for social studies thus balancing the overall marks. I had to say i am really dissapointed with my history results- damn the munich pact! There's nothing i could do about it, right?
The last one would be my chinese results. God knows why i passed it. It's a miracle and guess what? I just saw a cow flying over the moon. Believe me and i would say that your extremely smart. But not as smart as me that's for sure :P
Anyway, in my previous post, i was saying that I was hoping for the results to spike me up with the fiery passion to study. But i guess it didn't really happen. Still the same old me i guess, excluding the heng's depression for one day(no one could ever resist fanfics for sooo long). But yar, overall, i can't really say i am happy with my results, neither could i say that i am sad for my results. It just came and i accept it. No need to wonder why for me, cause i know the reason myself; i did not put in any effort so no sense of statisfaction. Anyway, see ya people :)
No comments:
Post a Comment