Is Red my favourite colour?

Is Red my favourite colour?

I am not sure about this, but I think that I am subconsiously(yes you heard me, SUBCONSIOUSLY) attracted to the colour- red all this while. I started to have self-awareness about it when WanQing(same class as me during chinese lessons, and she sits behind me) asked me if I liked red. I actually denied that I dont like red then, cause from young- somehow i don't know how- I have this belief that i liked green. But now, i know- i am definitely obsessed with the colour- RED.

Want prove? Well, I could give it to you. Let's start off with my everyday accessories. My watch- as you all know, is FULLY red except for the metal but yea, red. Guess what? I didn't even have to think about what colour to choose when i bought the watch. I just picked it up and bought it.

The next item is my glasses. As you all know, i started wearing glasses a few weeks ago. All i could say abou my appearance now is that, i am uglier than before. But still, need to take care of my eyes, so yea. And if you wuld notice, the design of my newly-bought glasses are filled with colour RED and BLACK. Same as the watch, i didn't even bother to pick another glasses other than the one in my hand then.

If you at this point want to ask, what about the RED water bottle i carry around with me everywhere i go? That, i don't have a choice unlyk the other two above. It's a free gift from singtel- and that was the only water bottle i had, so yea, have to use it. Perhaps you would be asking, so why not buy another one? Simple, 3 words- I am BROKE.

Ok, next- guess what's the colour of my ALL-time favourite shirt? RED again! I bought that shirt during last year's new year at Johor Baruh(Malaysia)- Once again, same old line, I just pick without any concern about anything else. Anyway, before i have the conclusion that i am subconsiously attracted to Red, i used to think that, i am just lazy to pick other shirts,watch,glasses and the onces that i picked are all coincidence. But hey, i still believe in coincidence but this type of coincidence is just too much of a coincidence. So yea- the conclusion.

And oh, i just noticed that, even the colour of the font of this blog is also RED in colour!! It used to be pink- but i changed it to red later on,perhaps because i feel lyk it then? Now that i think about it, I think i am also attracted to black too. As i have said earlier on, my glasses were in Red and Black. The background of this blogskin is also black too. Along with the sling bag i brought to school; Full of black with a little RED. My school uniform- is also red and black!

GoD! I just realize that MY LIFE IS PRATICALLY FILLED WITH RED AND BLACK!! Is it a good or a bad news? That i am not sure. But i pretty well am sure that there's no use pondering over it. Let's just hope someone would lead me out of this RED and BLACK world i lived in, and lead me into a colourful world together- If you get what i mean xP

So what did i think of when I heard/say/think of the word, RED and BLACK?

Truthfully, when I asked myself this question for the first time, i think of blood- not the gory digusting type, but just blood. Blood in different shades of red- my mind then wander around about- what is the different among the blood types? You know, O, AB, B, blah blah blah. After that, I would think about, how would i react when i see large amount of blood? -i mean, i don't dare to watch those drama/movies with tortures implanted in it; cuz there would always have at least a very bloodied scene. And guess what? I always get freaked out for a whole day due to it.

But after i asked myself that question a few tmes- all i could think about, is just a blank space- filled with the colour, RED...

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