1st time :)

I know what you guys are thinking- why did he made a blog?

I started to have some interest in blogging as soon as i started my first post on the choir's blog. I felt a weird feeling of statisfaction when i received a feedback on my post. Well, it's not like I never felt it before- I had a same feeling when i received feedbacks from my fanfiction pals. :) But this, in a sense is different. Because, as you can see, the different between fanfiction and blogging is that, fanfiction is fiction as the name suggests, while blogging is about my personal life. Ironic it may be but it seems that i am trap in between dream and reality; fanfiction and bloggin- so for that particular reason, i named my blog- "Trap between dream and reality-(kinda cliche? I know, but who cares xP)

So, back to my story, after i had this little little interest on blogging, i started to post more and more, up to a certain point where i would say that i fell into a slippery slope, never to climb up again. Although I always receive comments from other people that my posts are freakin' long, i don't really mind. Well, it's me after all- If it's easy to change, then everyone in this world would be boring- since wanna-be(s) or what we call as bimbos lurk around in every corner of the earth.

At first i was in a dilemmia whether to start a blog or not- was afraid that i won't be as consistent with it. But still, here i am- writing a post, guess who gave me a push? It's Frederick! It may seem impossible but yea, he just came to me on msn, saying that I should give blogging a try and i did!

Actually, other then my interest in bloggin' fell deeper into the slope. Another reason why i started blogging is because that it sort of help with suppressing my obsession with reading/writing fanfictions. I just gotten my glasses so i don't really want to have my eyesight go worse with my "stupid antics".

I guess that's all for now :)

You know you love me,
So-called teddybear