Tuesday, August 19, 2008

19th August 2008

It's been a LONG time since i post here on this blog. I kind of "forgot" about it if you consider that as a reason, if not, let's just say that my all time favourite author suddenly post tons of her fanfictions at one go. So, it's pratically a heaven for me the past few weeks. Well, i did say before that by blogging, it would help me in the control the rate of me, reading fanfictions. But the temptation is just to hard to resist. So yup..

Okay, now, what I am writing is going to be based solely on my memory only on what happened during the time i didn't update this blog. So if there are some corrections i got it wrong, feel free to correct me.

Well, the thing i am going to write about, obviously is the national day concert! It was pratically one of the best days in my WHOLE entire life! I would say that it was on par with Awards day- The day whereby the choir received strong positive response from the audience, also whereby the choir got the entire crowds' attention! I LOVE the finales, where the choir would stand in front of the crowd along with the other performers and we would songs. I always love that part! It's when i pratically get high, even without the any usage of drugs! Well, the cheers from the crowds can be considered as a drug, but that doesnt count. xP How would i hope that the day could repeat itself again and again...

Anyway just to let you guys know, i HATE parties, events and blah blah blah, UNLESS i am perfoming in it. Reason? I hate squeezing, and the messiness of the crowd also make me feel irritated. And you won't like it when i am irritated. I could just snap at you even though you did nothing to me. Don't believe? Then let me tell you this, I don't lie unless when necessary.

Okay, so after the national day concert. The chinese department, sent the whole secondary 3 chinese pupils to watch a movie, "Red Cliff". Whereby it was a movie about the chinese history- romance of the three kingdoms- Shu, Wu and Wei. Shu is led by liu bei, Wei is by Cao Cao and Wu by Sun Quan. There are a few erotic scenes in it, but nevertheless, i still love it. Although i curse the movie at the last part because it said, "To be continued.." but yea, you got the idea.

I not sure if there is anything significant for the rest of the days, but i would post them as soon as i remember them. Today's topic? Don't feel like writing, LOL. Not sure what to write, and there are tons of homework waiting for me, have to go now, adieus!

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

August 05

Today, you could say, is the WORST day of my life. I was caught by Mr.Low and Mr.Poon(or so i call him) for JAY-walking, near the LRT station! And so, i was called back- to the blue room- and stayed there for about a few minutes before i was being consulted. Blah blah blah, and i went home after that.

-Today's topic-

I bet you all already know what i am going to talk about. If your guessing another emotion, give a tight slap to yourself but if your guessing JAY-WALKING- a round of applause then.

Okay, just to let you know, jaywalking is a controversial topic- you can sense total biasness here- but hey, i am talking about what i think- so yea.

Firstly, Let me ask you a question. Would you cross a road;short distance, no cars
are in sight, and that the end of the road could be seen more than 100metres away? IF i were you, i would say yes. It's almost guaranteed that you have no chance of getting bang by a car. So why not?

Some people might be saying that, by jaywalking when the man is red- your taking a risk. Let me ask them something, aren't we taking risks everyday? We take risks while we are walking down a road. A risk of tripping over something or even yourself. A risk of being robbed. A risk of being raped. A risk of being critisied. A risk of getting soaked. A risk of getting embarassed. A risk of getting skin cancer. A risk of being sick.

When we are making friends, we are also taking risks. A risk of being used. A risk of losing another friendship. A risk of making enermies. Yet we still take the risk, why? That you have to ask yourself. We take this risks as nothing- so why are we so bothered about the risk of being knocked over by a car when we had checked for ourselves that they are not there?

Besides, we are also taking risks when we walked across the road when the man is green. Since a car can "maybe miraculously appear when we are jaywalking" or so some people say. I don't see why it won't "mirculously appear when we are NOT jaywalking".

Also, a car might not stop when the man on their side turned red and ours turned green. According to the rules, we are to walk when the man turn green. So if that situation really did occur to you, don't tell me your just going to walk- thinking that you are safe. If you are, i have absolutely no comments. IF your not, then let me ask you this, why? why not walk? it's the the green man for heaven's sake, we are to WALK! The answer is actually really simple . It's because we have a brain; we can think- we know the consequences. So if it could apply to this, i really don't see why we couldn't apply that when the man is red.

Okay, i guess that's all for my blabbering. See ya, next time around.

Sunday, August 3, 2008

August 03

Ok, it's been awhile since i post here- sorry about that; was busy the past few days. There's a chinese test on tuesday and I am kind of worried here though; have not started revising yet. Not that i want to brag about it, but i did not revise for my entire life UNLESS you count studying on the day itself the test is given then about that, i have no comments.

Anyway, just to let you know, I had been reading fanfictions the past few days. I would usually ONLY read the stories written from my buddies(authors), but now, i am hunting for more. Why? Because i found out that the fanfictions i currently read are not enough. Most of them had their epilouges done already. So yea.

For the past few months, the fanfictions i read from are only from gakuen alice- i absolutely love the manga. But since i had read almost all of them already and gotten bored of it, i decided to broaden my range. So now, i am literally attacking fanfictions of other animes/mangas in which i meant by hunting for other authors earlier on. Would be attacking those with good english of course.

The animes/mangas i am attacking so far are D-grey man, Naruto and Full Metal alchemist. In which I would need take to a LONG time to finish them, as firstly, there are thousand times more story than in Gakuen alice. Secondly, most of the stories there are over 100k and thirdly, there are more authors there and they write!

-Today's topic-

Since i had done crying and laughing for the previous posts, i think i should do anger in this one.

Anger is an emotion that every human is bound to have. No matter how kind, how gentle, how forgiving you are- there would be moments of time where you would feel anger flowing through your blood. Where you would have negative thoughts on the person your angry with, worst still for some people- they put those thoughts into action.

So when do we feel anger? We feel anger when we are irritated, felt like we got bullied or sometimes even from stress!

Stress can easily cause one to be extremely sensitive to emotions, especially anger. One little unintentionally mistake done to you while your stress could easily make you snap at him/her. Time management is important in this case. Handling things while your stress could make you regret what you did. A little break would be nice too.

Those who release their anger on someone, are those who have limited self-control over him/herself. The easiest and best thing to do to calm yourself(if your the type of person i mentioned earier on) is to clench and unclench your fist. The trick here is that, by clenching your fists, your forcing the muscles around it to contract and when you unclench them, they would immediately relax. Contract and relax are totally opposite- so you could get the best calming effect. You could try it now as you read now and feel the effect. Although you shouldn't clench your fist too long; a few seconds would do.

Another way is to think about positive thoughts. Try to think of merits of the other person- what good deeds had he done before. If he doesn't or you didn't recall any, just distract yourself from him, think about the things you liked to do. You could also walk away/turn your head out of the scene. The last thing you could do is to talk with your friends- engage into a conversation. But if that person is hitting on the person you love/like/have a crush on, just go ahead and hit/slap him/her in the face!(Just kidding!) The only thing you can do is to confront that person and ask for a fair fight?(sounded lyk the old times...)

I think i also lack a few points in this topic, but i would polish it more as soon as i recongize what i missed out. Adieus!

You know you love me,
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