Hmm, today's pretty normal- except during PE. Our class were splited into two groups. Where the even numbers get to do orientiaring(or however u spell it) while the odd numbers do rock climbing. It would last for 4 weeks, and currently, it was the 2nd week today. And guess what? I am in the "orientiaring" group- how lucky i am!
Well, today's mission for my group was to create a "treasure hunt" thing. Whereby the other mini groups would try each other's "treasure hunt". We done it in about half hour and went to watch the rock-climbers in action! It was really fascinating- seeing my friends' reactions on different situations. -When they are falling, climbing..etc- (Not going in details, might blabber around too much)
Went home soon after and yea. Bath,Eat,Blog,Sleep- a life of an pig. *Oink*
-Today's Topic-
Hmm, i did crying last time- so i guess i would do laughing now :)
Well, some people say that "Laughter is the best medicine", is it really true? To me, it isn't to a certain extent. If your expected to laugh it off everytime you feel down, all i can say is, good luck to you. Still, there would be times when you could just laugh it off when it's something trival. BUT sometimes. things can be really serious till the point that you can't even put up a smiling face, let alone laughing. That's when the use of crying comes in. Just by letting it all out-tears- would really make yourself feel SO much better. Of course- having someone to comfort you while your crying would create a much better effect. In other words, a shoulder to lean on.
There's one good thing about laughing that make it adore it soo much is that. From what i have heard, scientifically, you burn more calories when your laughing than frowning. Anyway, up to this point, i know what you guys are thinking, "So that's why he smiles everyday", just let me clarify this, i smile because i feel like it not because i smiling because of wanting to lose more calories. The "burning more calories" part is just a coincidence! I swear! With my three fingers!(duh)
Anyway, i won't be surprise that i see everyone TRYING to smile from tomorrow onwards. My sentence to you is this- just try not to overdo it or other people might think that your crazy. You won't want to throw away your very own reputation you build up the past two and a half years right? IF you have it that is xP. And oh, clean your teeth to shiny white before even trying to do it!
I guess that's it for now, although i had a feeling that i am missing a number of points in the "Today's topic" section. But yea, who cares xP
You know you love me,
So-called teddybear
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
30 July
Gosh, today can be said to be the best day of my life. I have lots of FUN! Why? Cause today was the day where the "Choir-bonding session" plan was being executed. I was one of the person who planned the whole thing, and all i can say was- it was successful since i have got positive feedbacks!
Well, i won't describe how the whole session went- it would make the post extremely long-, but i would describe parts where i would sound/look good in it xP. The first thing we did was to form teams(4 in total), after that, we went to the basketball court and started playing captain's ball. Ultimately, MY team emerged victorious! :)
After that we played the game that i dread most- Musical chairs. Well, i can't deny that it's boring and all, cause it was! But I liked the part where the person who got out, would have to do forfeit! And yea, we got a briefing, then got dismissed.
You think my fantasic day would just end here? Nooo~. After the choir was dismissed, me, luigi, jie yi, kimberly, farid, jun wei stayed back to have a little game of skipping ropes!- The one where the ropes are made up of rubber bands and you swing it-. We were lyk playing halfway when, the malevelont teacher- opps, benevolent teacher came. Guess who she was. If ur guessing Ms SOH then, yes, your correct! She played with us for awhile, where we got the record of having 27 jumps with everyone in the skipping rope together. IT was just SO much fun. Can't wait to have another bonding session!
Okay, so the topic today would be...Crying. Before i start blabberin about it, i would want to show you a quote i made up myself.
"Beneath the depth of the ocean, lies a lonely boy; encased by a frozen wall. Can you hear him? He’s weeping softly, calling out for companionship. Can you see him? He’s hugging his knees and when you look into his eyes, you could distinguish sorrow, melancholy, but most of all, a message implying; “don’t drown into your tears, like me…’"
Actually i made this up quite some time ago and i have been wanting to use it- I wanted to put it in my nickname or PM, but it is just tooo long to even have quater of the message to fill in there! Trying to summarise would made the quote lose it's orgination intention/meaning. So i decided to just leave it as it is. Until today, when my imaginary lightbulb suddenly buzz!
Okay, so Crying. Everything have their good and bad sides in it- and it varies depending on how you look at them. Sure, when you think of crying, you would think about something sad happening to a person. But crying can also be done when someone is extremely happy! It is just an action a person carried out to let out him/herself's emotions. So, i don't get it why most people say that guys can't cry. I mean, it is a natural process- no one teach you how to cry, but yet you know how to cry.
People may see crying as pathetic and weak. Yet they never knew the true nature of crying. Crying also help in calming one's emotions; bottling them up doesn't help at all. You never knew when you need to cry. I believe that even the most cold-hearted person would have at least cried once in their lifetime(excluding when they are young), be it happy or not. Since I think that, no one is borned to be cold-hearted at all, instead it's what the surrounding that make us who we are. For example, family, friends, etc.
So how does family affects one's growth? Th parents are usually the ones playing the major role. Their way of teaching, what they teach and what they frequently do would mostly determine what kind of person the child would be. For example, If the dad is a drunkyard and always hit the child after going crazy. The child would learn to distrust people- and learn to be independent. After all, the child has no one to turn to, right?
What about friends? IT's about PEER-pressure. And dependin on what kind of friends you interact with. It can be seen in our everyday life- you know, friends introducing them to smoke, drug and stuff. Even the least harmful things like online games, sense of fashion can also be caused by PEER-pressure alone.
There are also cases whereby people cry for nothing- no particular reasons at all. In which that mostly includes drama. I always wondered on how can they cry without any reasons, i kinda figured out that, just by remembering or even imagine sad things would also make you cry! I tried that before, and i never wanted to try it again, cause the crying seems too fake for me. I am lyk, smiling and cryin at the same thing while i am thinkin about sad things. Ironic right?
I guess i wrote too much for this post, sorry if it sore your eyes! Adieus~
You know you love me,
So-called teddybear
Well, i won't describe how the whole session went- it would make the post extremely long-, but i would describe parts where i would sound/look good in it xP. The first thing we did was to form teams(4 in total), after that, we went to the basketball court and started playing captain's ball. Ultimately, MY team emerged victorious! :)
After that we played the game that i dread most- Musical chairs. Well, i can't deny that it's boring and all, cause it was! But I liked the part where the person who got out, would have to do forfeit! And yea, we got a briefing, then got dismissed.
You think my fantasic day would just end here? Nooo~. After the choir was dismissed, me, luigi, jie yi, kimberly, farid, jun wei stayed back to have a little game of skipping ropes!- The one where the ropes are made up of rubber bands and you swing it-. We were lyk playing halfway when, the malevelont teacher- opps, benevolent teacher came. Guess who she was. If ur guessing Ms SOH then, yes, your correct! She played with us for awhile, where we got the record of having 27 jumps with everyone in the skipping rope together. IT was just SO much fun. Can't wait to have another bonding session!
Okay, so the topic today would be...Crying. Before i start blabberin about it, i would want to show you a quote i made up myself.
"Beneath the depth of the ocean, lies a lonely boy; encased by a frozen wall. Can you hear him? He’s weeping softly, calling out for companionship. Can you see him? He’s hugging his knees and when you look into his eyes, you could distinguish sorrow, melancholy, but most of all, a message implying; “don’t drown into your tears, like me…’"
Actually i made this up quite some time ago and i have been wanting to use it- I wanted to put it in my nickname or PM, but it is just tooo long to even have quater of the message to fill in there! Trying to summarise would made the quote lose it's orgination intention/meaning. So i decided to just leave it as it is. Until today, when my imaginary lightbulb suddenly buzz!
Okay, so Crying. Everything have their good and bad sides in it- and it varies depending on how you look at them. Sure, when you think of crying, you would think about something sad happening to a person. But crying can also be done when someone is extremely happy! It is just an action a person carried out to let out him/herself's emotions. So, i don't get it why most people say that guys can't cry. I mean, it is a natural process- no one teach you how to cry, but yet you know how to cry.
People may see crying as pathetic and weak. Yet they never knew the true nature of crying. Crying also help in calming one's emotions; bottling them up doesn't help at all. You never knew when you need to cry. I believe that even the most cold-hearted person would have at least cried once in their lifetime(excluding when they are young), be it happy or not. Since I think that, no one is borned to be cold-hearted at all, instead it's what the surrounding that make us who we are. For example, family, friends, etc.
So how does family affects one's growth? Th parents are usually the ones playing the major role. Their way of teaching, what they teach and what they frequently do would mostly determine what kind of person the child would be. For example, If the dad is a drunkyard and always hit the child after going crazy. The child would learn to distrust people- and learn to be independent. After all, the child has no one to turn to, right?
What about friends? IT's about PEER-pressure. And dependin on what kind of friends you interact with. It can be seen in our everyday life- you know, friends introducing them to smoke, drug and stuff. Even the least harmful things like online games, sense of fashion can also be caused by PEER-pressure alone.
There are also cases whereby people cry for nothing- no particular reasons at all. In which that mostly includes drama. I always wondered on how can they cry without any reasons, i kinda figured out that, just by remembering or even imagine sad things would also make you cry! I tried that before, and i never wanted to try it again, cause the crying seems too fake for me. I am lyk, smiling and cryin at the same thing while i am thinkin about sad things. Ironic right?
I guess i wrote too much for this post, sorry if it sore your eyes! Adieus~
You know you love me,
So-called teddybear
Monday, July 28, 2008
29 July
Okay guys, i am back!
There's ain't anything happening in my life recently- still the same old plain thing. So, i am jumping to the 'today's topic' section. :)
I can't think of anything to write, so i decided to choose the easy way out. Which is to write about "dreams", something lyk my previous post- but only that this time i wouldn't be describing about them. Instead, i would be talking about them. Some sort of lyk explaining.
Okay, i recalled reading a book about "dreams" 2 years back. I kinda forgot about the title, but i still rmb some of the contents. It says that, human(brain), subconsiously, can tell the future. The brain would send signal to the body while ur asleep, and dream would appear. And dreams- or shall i call them bad dreams- appears, when something really bad is going to happen- that's why signals are being sent in the first place, they wanted to give "warnings".
I still recall a simple example they gave.
If u dream about being naked in a crowded place- it shows that ur going to get embarrased later on, in the day.
Well, that's all i rmbed. Anyone still rmb the "unique in his own way" guy i talk about earlier on in my "some time ago" post? We are talking about my recent post about my dream, and we somehow went into the topic of "lucid dreaming".
"Lucid dreaming is the conscious perception of one's state while dreaming. In this state a person usually has control over characters and the environment of the dream as well as the dreamer's own actions within the dream." - defination from the internet.
So basically, Lucid dreaming is when ur able to manipulate ur own dream while ur asleep. A "WOW" thing right? Anyway- i'm not sure myself if i had experience that before, cause i always thought that, dreams are "predestined", if u get what i mean.
So while i am in the internet searchin for the defination of Lucid dreaming- i found out that you could recall dreams! Not that i am really surprise with it, cause i just wrote about a dream i recalled in my previous post. I recalled quite a number of them. In which that, almost all of them are bad dreams. I used to have this weird extremely short dreams that, you would start off on the top level of a building, and the next time you knew, is that u fall down from it. That's where the weird part comes in. I would SUDDENLY jerk awake as soon as face fall downwards and i get to feel adrenaline flowing through MY body! I guess we know what to do to feel adrenaline other than bungee jumping and theme parks.
That's it for now,-i had to get ready to school, it's 6:24am now!!-
You know you love me,
SO-called teddybear.
There's ain't anything happening in my life recently- still the same old plain thing. So, i am jumping to the 'today's topic' section. :)
I can't think of anything to write, so i decided to choose the easy way out. Which is to write about "dreams", something lyk my previous post- but only that this time i wouldn't be describing about them. Instead, i would be talking about them. Some sort of lyk explaining.
Okay, i recalled reading a book about "dreams" 2 years back. I kinda forgot about the title, but i still rmb some of the contents. It says that, human(brain), subconsiously, can tell the future. The brain would send signal to the body while ur asleep, and dream would appear. And dreams- or shall i call them bad dreams- appears, when something really bad is going to happen- that's why signals are being sent in the first place, they wanted to give "warnings".
I still recall a simple example they gave.
If u dream about being naked in a crowded place- it shows that ur going to get embarrased later on, in the day.
Well, that's all i rmbed. Anyone still rmb the "unique in his own way" guy i talk about earlier on in my "some time ago" post? We are talking about my recent post about my dream, and we somehow went into the topic of "lucid dreaming".
"Lucid dreaming is the conscious perception of one's state while dreaming. In this state a person usually has control over characters and the environment of the dream as well as the dreamer's own actions within the dream." - defination from the internet.
So basically, Lucid dreaming is when ur able to manipulate ur own dream while ur asleep. A "WOW" thing right? Anyway- i'm not sure myself if i had experience that before, cause i always thought that, dreams are "predestined", if u get what i mean.
So while i am in the internet searchin for the defination of Lucid dreaming- i found out that you could recall dreams! Not that i am really surprise with it, cause i just wrote about a dream i recalled in my previous post. I recalled quite a number of them. In which that, almost all of them are bad dreams. I used to have this weird extremely short dreams that, you would start off on the top level of a building, and the next time you knew, is that u fall down from it. That's where the weird part comes in. I would SUDDENLY jerk awake as soon as face fall downwards and i get to feel adrenaline flowing through MY body! I guess we know what to do to feel adrenaline other than bungee jumping and theme parks.
That's it for now,-i had to get ready to school, it's 6:24am now!!-
You know you love me,
SO-called teddybear.
Friday, July 25, 2008
25th July- Friday
Well- let me tell you one thing i believed in first, due to some comments i received for my previous post. I don't believe in writing things that happen everyday in my life. I would rather write on things that are unusual and stuff. So that, u guys won't fall asleep and stuff.
My day today- is probably the worst day in my school life. What happened? I went back home late. Why? My chinese teacher hold us back. How? By gibing test after test. Well, I am usually ok with that, BUT if it's on the expense on my Friday time. Sadly i have to say, I am so NOT ok. The reason is obvious right? If not, just think about it; Friday = early dismissal = Free/Rest time. To stay back on friday totally destroy friday's actual meaning, and besides, the free time is what i look forward to EVERYDAY!
Okay, as i have said- in my previous post- i would write about A topic. I would TRY to keep it as short as possible for those who aren't used to writing long compositions.
This is based on the real life story of yap poh heng(LOL).
He had this dream, a really weird dream i must say. The dream took place durin the japanese occupation in singapore durin world war 2 and it was infused with a little fiction. It started off with one day- the mom went missing, so the dad, took poh heng(ME) along with him on a truck to search for the mom. Then somehow, the dad drove into a "carpark"( looked lyk the carpark near bpp) where there are dead bodies lying around and blood pools around. Then, two persons appear in sight, they acted innocent at first, but the dad saw their guns and quickly call his son(Me) to ran away. And somehow i don't know how, I ran into a secret passage down in the end of the carpark where the scenary totally changed. What happened to the dad wass unknown, only cries of pain could be heard then..
It was a hospital.(look lyk the library in our school). But that's not weird about it, it was that elizabeth chen was the lady who attend me! WEird i know, she looked the same lyk in the black and white picture! OMG! So yea, after awhile, the alarms went off. And the elizabeth chen dragged Me into a underground passageway(an underground in an underground, weird i know, but that's what happen). At the passageway, elizabeth and poh heng had to crawl the way through, and there are two routes in the passageway in which the left route leads to a big hole where once u fall never get out and the right route where it leads to the secret place. Or so what elizabeth says.
-this is the part where fiction gets involve-
So upon reachin the secret place, there are some sort of mages on the other side of the place where we ran towards them. They are our allis then. After a while, monsters- more lyk goblings crawled through the hole where I crawled from. And the mage begun to shot "lasers" towards the goblins. The oldest mage of them, told elizabeth somethin incoherant to my ears, and she dragged me into a room, giving me a spear lyk thingy to fight the monster off while she do something.(most probably teleportatin transmutation circle). So there i was, swing my weapon around, trying to hit the goblin but failed miserably. And when a goblin threw a dagger towards me- a position where i can't dodge anymore...
I suddenly jerked awake. Although i am not sweaty at all. In fact it's kinda lyk a nice dream. I almost wanted to go back to sleep just to get the last part done, but can't get asleep after that. :(, it sucks. Anyway about the dream, i am thinkin that the cause is that i have a overdose of History as well as fanfictions. But who cares, it's still a nice dream anyway :) There is still a few other dreams that keep repeatin from my childhood, i would share wih you next time. Anyway about this dream, it's my first time and it happened TODAY!
You know you love me,
So-called teddybear
My day today- is probably the worst day in my school life. What happened? I went back home late. Why? My chinese teacher hold us back. How? By gibing test after test. Well, I am usually ok with that, BUT if it's on the expense on my Friday time. Sadly i have to say, I am so NOT ok. The reason is obvious right? If not, just think about it; Friday = early dismissal = Free/Rest time. To stay back on friday totally destroy friday's actual meaning, and besides, the free time is what i look forward to EVERYDAY!
Okay, as i have said- in my previous post- i would write about A topic. I would TRY to keep it as short as possible for those who aren't used to writing long compositions.
This is based on the real life story of yap poh heng(LOL).
He had this dream, a really weird dream i must say. The dream took place durin the japanese occupation in singapore durin world war 2 and it was infused with a little fiction. It started off with one day- the mom went missing, so the dad, took poh heng(ME) along with him on a truck to search for the mom. Then somehow, the dad drove into a "carpark"( looked lyk the carpark near bpp) where there are dead bodies lying around and blood pools around. Then, two persons appear in sight, they acted innocent at first, but the dad saw their guns and quickly call his son(Me) to ran away. And somehow i don't know how, I ran into a secret passage down in the end of the carpark where the scenary totally changed. What happened to the dad wass unknown, only cries of pain could be heard then..
It was a hospital.(look lyk the library in our school). But that's not weird about it, it was that elizabeth chen was the lady who attend me! WEird i know, she looked the same lyk in the black and white picture! OMG! So yea, after awhile, the alarms went off. And the elizabeth chen dragged Me into a underground passageway(an underground in an underground, weird i know, but that's what happen). At the passageway, elizabeth and poh heng had to crawl the way through, and there are two routes in the passageway in which the left route leads to a big hole where once u fall never get out and the right route where it leads to the secret place. Or so what elizabeth says.
-this is the part where fiction gets involve-
So upon reachin the secret place, there are some sort of mages on the other side of the place where we ran towards them. They are our allis then. After a while, monsters- more lyk goblings crawled through the hole where I crawled from. And the mage begun to shot "lasers" towards the goblins. The oldest mage of them, told elizabeth somethin incoherant to my ears, and she dragged me into a room, giving me a spear lyk thingy to fight the monster off while she do something.(most probably teleportatin transmutation circle). So there i was, swing my weapon around, trying to hit the goblin but failed miserably. And when a goblin threw a dagger towards me- a position where i can't dodge anymore...
I suddenly jerked awake. Although i am not sweaty at all. In fact it's kinda lyk a nice dream. I almost wanted to go back to sleep just to get the last part done, but can't get asleep after that. :(, it sucks. Anyway about the dream, i am thinkin that the cause is that i have a overdose of History as well as fanfictions. But who cares, it's still a nice dream anyway :) There is still a few other dreams that keep repeatin from my childhood, i would share wih you next time. Anyway about this dream, it's my first time and it happened TODAY!
You know you love me,
So-called teddybear
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Nothing Special..
Well, sorry for not being able to post as much- i have my reasonS you know.
First reason/excuse, Nothing interesting is happening in my life. I am just a average teenage boy who is average in everything- including academics, looks(ok, perhaps i over rated myself in this, but who cares xP) and even my manners. So yea- even if i make myself write post about my everyday life, i could almost swear with my life that you would fall asleep while readin it. Or are you already fallin asleep now? Hope not.
So, i decided that, probably in every post i made, i would have a topic to discuss upon; firtly, to prepare me for english/chinese compositions and stuff esp for O'levels. In addition it is to allow my mind to wander around in a imaginary dimension which helps with inspirations or shuld i say, in the makin of a fertile brain!
Okay, second reason/excuse, Let's just say that the writers nowadays are updating their stories more and more frequently, and you know what I-a total obsessed reader- would do right? Heck, i don't even have time to even update my very own stories much! So yea, that's why
The last but not least, the lamest reason of them all, probably could be annouced as a cliche is that, I HAVE TONS OF HOMEWORKS TO DO!! People who are in my class -SHHH- write a comment about that and i would skin you alife! YOu can count me on that! Ok, so about the homeworks, i do them diligently with neat handwritings along with mostly correct workings and answers.
Okay, that's all for my stupid reasons and stuff- boring i know, but who cares xP
First reason/excuse, Nothing interesting is happening in my life. I am just a average teenage boy who is average in everything- including academics, looks(ok, perhaps i over rated myself in this, but who cares xP) and even my manners. So yea- even if i make myself write post about my everyday life, i could almost swear with my life that you would fall asleep while readin it. Or are you already fallin asleep now? Hope not.
So, i decided that, probably in every post i made, i would have a topic to discuss upon; firtly, to prepare me for english/chinese compositions and stuff esp for O'levels. In addition it is to allow my mind to wander around in a imaginary dimension which helps with inspirations or shuld i say, in the makin of a fertile brain!
Okay, second reason/excuse, Let's just say that the writers nowadays are updating their stories more and more frequently, and you know what I-a total obsessed reader- would do right? Heck, i don't even have time to even update my very own stories much! So yea, that's why
The last but not least, the lamest reason of them all, probably could be annouced as a cliche is that, I HAVE TONS OF HOMEWORKS TO DO!! People who are in my class -SHHH- write a comment about that and i would skin you alife! YOu can count me on that! Ok, so about the homeworks, i do them diligently with neat handwritings along with mostly correct workings and answers.
Okay, that's all for my stupid reasons and stuff- boring i know, but who cares xP
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Special Request
I actually didn't want to write this post- but under the special request from one of my best-er friend(not telling you who unless u go on ur knees and beg for it xP) I wrote this post! But just to give you a hint on who he(a clue) is, all i can say that his really unique in his own way and is as lame as ever...
I have been sleeping around 6pm ~ 3am the past few days. And i stayed up the night reading fanfictions! You might be asking, why read at night? Simple, it's peacefull and there would be no one bothering me- Which means i won't snap!
Although sometimes i would scare myself by thinking that 'dirty' things are with me..but yea, i still stay through the night by tryin to think positive thoughts.
Just to let you guys know- i don't play online games anymore. Why? I don't know, It just happened. Kinda weird though, since i used to be obsessed with games, and now totally uninterested in it. It's really funny now that i think of it, but who cares?
This is gonna be the worst weekend ever~ There are tons of homework to do just by TWO teachers!! I have to write 3 conclusions on what i felt on 3 certain chinese articles that my teacher picked! As well as 10c and 10d in the A-math textbook with 2 worksheets full of A-math questions! Worst still, it's my weakest topic yet! "GOD~ gimme a break!"
I guess that's it for now- nothing special is happening much in my life!
I wonder how blood taste like,
So-called teddy bear
I have been sleeping around 6pm ~ 3am the past few days. And i stayed up the night reading fanfictions! You might be asking, why read at night? Simple, it's peacefull and there would be no one bothering me- Which means i won't snap!
Although sometimes i would scare myself by thinking that 'dirty' things are with me..but yea, i still stay through the night by tryin to think positive thoughts.
Just to let you guys know- i don't play online games anymore. Why? I don't know, It just happened. Kinda weird though, since i used to be obsessed with games, and now totally uninterested in it. It's really funny now that i think of it, but who cares?
This is gonna be the worst weekend ever~ There are tons of homework to do just by TWO teachers!! I have to write 3 conclusions on what i felt on 3 certain chinese articles that my teacher picked! As well as 10c and 10d in the A-math textbook with 2 worksheets full of A-math questions! Worst still, it's my weakest topic yet! "GOD~ gimme a break!"
I guess that's it for now- nothing special is happening much in my life!
I wonder how blood taste like,
So-called teddy bear
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
A wonderfull day- July 15.
Well i had a great day in school today~ mostly because of the reason that mdm tan didn't come. She caught down with a serious flu and sore throat. Although i kinda miss her loud voice I stlll hope that the sicknesses would last longer, cuz it's really relaxin during the math lesson today! I know i am bad, but who exactly cares? Do you?
And oh, another reason why today is such a great day is because that it's only a half-day! Although we had to clear everything under our table and stuff which means finding boxes and deposit them into other classes- it's still kinda nice. And oh, poor sean- because when he tried to help me with carrying my huge box filled with stuff, he got a cut near his joint at the elbow area. Let's all pray for his safety! Just kidding, who would? xP
After school, Vanessa, Jie Yi, Becky(the girl from hong kong) and I went to banquet at greenridge for lunch. Then we waited at the playground for jun wei before setting off to frederick's house. We went to his house because we need to discuss about choir stuff, mostly on how to solve the problems we currently face.
But we kinda got sidetrack half-way through and started to play and have fun. And oh, i found out something during that time, JUN WEI IS REALLY TICKLISH, jus poke at his side and he would jump away- let's hope jun wei never see that! xP
Just before we were about to leave Frederick's house and go back to our own little haven- Vanessa showed us something really funny! It's about some indian songs- where the indians sing and dance. And someone, i don't know who, made subtitles in english ACCORDING to what he/she hears. So everything there is messed up and yea- real funny. You should watch it too! Type in indian trillers in youchube if i not wrong.
I guess that's for today! Adieus~
I wonder how blood taste like...
So-called teddybear
And oh, another reason why today is such a great day is because that it's only a half-day! Although we had to clear everything under our table and stuff which means finding boxes and deposit them into other classes- it's still kinda nice. And oh, poor sean- because when he tried to help me with carrying my huge box filled with stuff, he got a cut near his joint at the elbow area. Let's all pray for his safety! Just kidding, who would? xP
After school, Vanessa, Jie Yi, Becky(the girl from hong kong) and I went to banquet at greenridge for lunch. Then we waited at the playground for jun wei before setting off to frederick's house. We went to his house because we need to discuss about choir stuff, mostly on how to solve the problems we currently face.
But we kinda got sidetrack half-way through and started to play and have fun. And oh, i found out something during that time, JUN WEI IS REALLY TICKLISH, jus poke at his side and he would jump away- let's hope jun wei never see that! xP
Just before we were about to leave Frederick's house and go back to our own little haven- Vanessa showed us something really funny! It's about some indian songs- where the indians sing and dance. And someone, i don't know who, made subtitles in english ACCORDING to what he/she hears. So everything there is messed up and yea- real funny. You should watch it too! Type in indian trillers in youchube if i not wrong.
I guess that's for today! Adieus~
I wonder how blood taste like...
So-called teddybear
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Is Red my favourite colour?
Is Red my favourite colour?
I am not sure about this, but I think that I am subconsiously(yes you heard me, SUBCONSIOUSLY) attracted to the colour- red all this while. I started to have self-awareness about it when WanQing(same class as me during chinese lessons, and she sits behind me) asked me if I liked red. I actually denied that I dont like red then, cause from young- somehow i don't know how- I have this belief that i liked green. But now, i know- i am definitely obsessed with the colour- RED.
Want prove? Well, I could give it to you. Let's start off with my everyday accessories. My watch- as you all know, is FULLY red except for the metal but yea, red. Guess what? I didn't even have to think about what colour to choose when i bought the watch. I just picked it up and bought it.
The next item is my glasses. As you all know, i started wearing glasses a few weeks ago. All i could say abou my appearance now is that, i am uglier than before. But still, need to take care of my eyes, so yea. And if you wuld notice, the design of my newly-bought glasses are filled with colour RED and BLACK. Same as the watch, i didn't even bother to pick another glasses other than the one in my hand then.
If you at this point want to ask, what about the RED water bottle i carry around with me everywhere i go? That, i don't have a choice unlyk the other two above. It's a free gift from singtel- and that was the only water bottle i had, so yea, have to use it. Perhaps you would be asking, so why not buy another one? Simple, 3 words- I am BROKE.
Ok, next- guess what's the colour of my ALL-time favourite shirt? RED again! I bought that shirt during last year's new year at Johor Baruh(Malaysia)- Once again, same old line, I just pick without any concern about anything else. Anyway, before i have the conclusion that i am subconsiously attracted to Red, i used to think that, i am just lazy to pick other shirts,watch,glasses and the onces that i picked are all coincidence. But hey, i still believe in coincidence but this type of coincidence is just too much of a coincidence. So yea- the conclusion.
And oh, i just noticed that, even the colour of the font of this blog is also RED in colour!! It used to be pink- but i changed it to red later on,perhaps because i feel lyk it then? Now that i think about it, I think i am also attracted to black too. As i have said earlier on, my glasses were in Red and Black. The background of this blogskin is also black too. Along with the sling bag i brought to school; Full of black with a little RED. My school uniform- is also red and black!
GoD! I just realize that MY LIFE IS PRATICALLY FILLED WITH RED AND BLACK!! Is it a good or a bad news? That i am not sure. But i pretty well am sure that there's no use pondering over it. Let's just hope someone would lead me out of this RED and BLACK world i lived in, and lead me into a colourful world together- If you get what i mean xP
So what did i think of when I heard/say/think of the word, RED and BLACK?
Truthfully, when I asked myself this question for the first time, i think of blood- not the gory digusting type, but just blood. Blood in different shades of red- my mind then wander around about- what is the different among the blood types? You know, O, AB, B, blah blah blah. After that, I would think about, how would i react when i see large amount of blood? -i mean, i don't dare to watch those drama/movies with tortures implanted in it; cuz there would always have at least a very bloodied scene. And guess what? I always get freaked out for a whole day due to it.
But after i asked myself that question a few tmes- all i could think about, is just a blank space- filled with the colour, RED...
You know you love me,
So-called teddybear
I am not sure about this, but I think that I am subconsiously(yes you heard me, SUBCONSIOUSLY) attracted to the colour- red all this while. I started to have self-awareness about it when WanQing(same class as me during chinese lessons, and she sits behind me) asked me if I liked red. I actually denied that I dont like red then, cause from young- somehow i don't know how- I have this belief that i liked green. But now, i know- i am definitely obsessed with the colour- RED.
Want prove? Well, I could give it to you. Let's start off with my everyday accessories. My watch- as you all know, is FULLY red except for the metal but yea, red. Guess what? I didn't even have to think about what colour to choose when i bought the watch. I just picked it up and bought it.
The next item is my glasses. As you all know, i started wearing glasses a few weeks ago. All i could say abou my appearance now is that, i am uglier than before. But still, need to take care of my eyes, so yea. And if you wuld notice, the design of my newly-bought glasses are filled with colour RED and BLACK. Same as the watch, i didn't even bother to pick another glasses other than the one in my hand then.
If you at this point want to ask, what about the RED water bottle i carry around with me everywhere i go? That, i don't have a choice unlyk the other two above. It's a free gift from singtel- and that was the only water bottle i had, so yea, have to use it. Perhaps you would be asking, so why not buy another one? Simple, 3 words- I am BROKE.
Ok, next- guess what's the colour of my ALL-time favourite shirt? RED again! I bought that shirt during last year's new year at Johor Baruh(Malaysia)- Once again, same old line, I just pick without any concern about anything else. Anyway, before i have the conclusion that i am subconsiously attracted to Red, i used to think that, i am just lazy to pick other shirts,watch,glasses and the onces that i picked are all coincidence. But hey, i still believe in coincidence but this type of coincidence is just too much of a coincidence. So yea- the conclusion.
And oh, i just noticed that, even the colour of the font of this blog is also RED in colour!! It used to be pink- but i changed it to red later on,perhaps because i feel lyk it then? Now that i think about it, I think i am also attracted to black too. As i have said earlier on, my glasses were in Red and Black. The background of this blogskin is also black too. Along with the sling bag i brought to school; Full of black with a little RED. My school uniform- is also red and black!
GoD! I just realize that MY LIFE IS PRATICALLY FILLED WITH RED AND BLACK!! Is it a good or a bad news? That i am not sure. But i pretty well am sure that there's no use pondering over it. Let's just hope someone would lead me out of this RED and BLACK world i lived in, and lead me into a colourful world together- If you get what i mean xP
So what did i think of when I heard/say/think of the word, RED and BLACK?
Truthfully, when I asked myself this question for the first time, i think of blood- not the gory digusting type, but just blood. Blood in different shades of red- my mind then wander around about- what is the different among the blood types? You know, O, AB, B, blah blah blah. After that, I would think about, how would i react when i see large amount of blood? -i mean, i don't dare to watch those drama/movies with tortures implanted in it; cuz there would always have at least a very bloodied scene. And guess what? I always get freaked out for a whole day due to it.
But after i asked myself that question a few tmes- all i could think about, is just a blank space- filled with the colour, RED...
You know you love me,
So-called teddybear
Saturday, July 12, 2008
13th July
Hehe, this blog is posted early on the sunday morning.(Well, the time at the bottom is from other country- so if anyone know how to change that must tell me) I know what your thinking- who is so stupid to wake up this early just to write a blog? All i can say was- i stayed overnight trying to shape my nerd geeky looking blog into what you see now! And guess what? I am still hyperactive as ever~!
So perhaps now you would be asking, how did I managed stay overnight and still active by morning?
I certainly did not drink coffee- I never had and perhaps never will. So what's the reason? It's because I took an hour of nap during the afternoon- not sure if it works for you guys, but it sure work alot for me. Other than the little nap I had in the afternoon, the another reason why I am able to pull through the night was because that I often engage myself into NOT-sleeping streaks. The number of days i didn't sleep at all was lyk 2. Kinda less to me, but i think it's due to us, handling big numbers everyday in our MATH life- so we would often compare the numbers without knowning.
So what did i do during my NOT sleeping streaks?
Well, usually I would be reading fanfictions that are completed with the range of more than 40 thousand plus of words. I would read about 3 fanfictions per night PROVIDED that none of them reach more than 80 thousand words. I actually could, but i won't want to miss the details- minor ones included. Because there's a reason behind every action done, and that applies for every word written. Missing out any single small details would cause reading the fanfiction to be UNmeaningfull- seriously. And oh- I would usually snap when I am being bothered esp while reading the finale, as i said before- i take every word of the fanfiction seriously. so yea, that's for the 'usually' part, now for the 'sometimes'. :)
Sometimes when my parents ain't around during the early part of the midnight (1 ~ 3am). I would be singing my favourite songs with the music of course via KwMusic. I usually would annoy the hell out of my sister- she would complain when she's not in the mood. But when she's in, she would just let it go. Cuz she also sings when she uses the comp. So in a way- we have a invisble contract being done. And guess what? When we sing- we are lyk deranged ppl. (not that no one notice it) but who cares xP
So that's it for now, I would reveal more about myself as time comes! Adieus~
You know you love me,
So-called teddybear
So perhaps now you would be asking, how did I managed stay overnight and still active by morning?
I certainly did not drink coffee- I never had and perhaps never will. So what's the reason? It's because I took an hour of nap during the afternoon- not sure if it works for you guys, but it sure work alot for me. Other than the little nap I had in the afternoon, the another reason why I am able to pull through the night was because that I often engage myself into NOT-sleeping streaks. The number of days i didn't sleep at all was lyk 2. Kinda less to me, but i think it's due to us, handling big numbers everyday in our MATH life- so we would often compare the numbers without knowning.
So what did i do during my NOT sleeping streaks?
Well, usually I would be reading fanfictions that are completed with the range of more than 40 thousand plus of words. I would read about 3 fanfictions per night PROVIDED that none of them reach more than 80 thousand words. I actually could, but i won't want to miss the details- minor ones included. Because there's a reason behind every action done, and that applies for every word written. Missing out any single small details would cause reading the fanfiction to be UNmeaningfull- seriously. And oh- I would usually snap when I am being bothered esp while reading the finale, as i said before- i take every word of the fanfiction seriously. so yea, that's for the 'usually' part, now for the 'sometimes'. :)
Sometimes when my parents ain't around during the early part of the midnight (1 ~ 3am). I would be singing my favourite songs with the music of course via KwMusic. I usually would annoy the hell out of my sister- she would complain when she's not in the mood. But when she's in, she would just let it go. Cuz she also sings when she uses the comp. So in a way- we have a invisble contract being done. And guess what? When we sing- we are lyk deranged ppl. (not that no one notice it) but who cares xP
So that's it for now, I would reveal more about myself as time comes! Adieus~
You know you love me,
So-called teddybear
Friday, July 11, 2008
1st time :)
I know what you guys are thinking- why did he made a blog?
I started to have some interest in blogging as soon as i started my first post on the choir's blog. I felt a weird feeling of statisfaction when i received a feedback on my post. Well, it's not like I never felt it before- I had a same feeling when i received feedbacks from my fanfiction pals. :) But this, in a sense is different. Because, as you can see, the different between fanfiction and blogging is that, fanfiction is fiction as the name suggests, while blogging is about my personal life. Ironic it may be but it seems that i am trap in between dream and reality; fanfiction and bloggin- so for that particular reason, i named my blog- "Trap between dream and reality-(kinda cliche? I know, but who cares xP)
So, back to my story, after i had this little little interest on blogging, i started to post more and more, up to a certain point where i would say that i fell into a slippery slope, never to climb up again. Although I always receive comments from other people that my posts are freakin' long, i don't really mind. Well, it's me after all- If it's easy to change, then everyone in this world would be boring- since wanna-be(s) or what we call as bimbos lurk around in every corner of the earth.
At first i was in a dilemmia whether to start a blog or not- was afraid that i won't be as consistent with it. But still, here i am- writing a post, guess who gave me a push? It's Frederick! It may seem impossible but yea, he just came to me on msn, saying that I should give blogging a try and i did!
Actually, other then my interest in bloggin' fell deeper into the slope. Another reason why i started blogging is because that it sort of help with suppressing my obsession with reading/writing fanfictions. I just gotten my glasses so i don't really want to have my eyesight go worse with my "stupid antics".
I guess that's all for now :)
You know you love me,
So-called teddybear
I started to have some interest in blogging as soon as i started my first post on the choir's blog. I felt a weird feeling of statisfaction when i received a feedback on my post. Well, it's not like I never felt it before- I had a same feeling when i received feedbacks from my fanfiction pals. :) But this, in a sense is different. Because, as you can see, the different between fanfiction and blogging is that, fanfiction is fiction as the name suggests, while blogging is about my personal life. Ironic it may be but it seems that i am trap in between dream and reality; fanfiction and bloggin- so for that particular reason, i named my blog- "Trap between dream and reality-(kinda cliche? I know, but who cares xP)
So, back to my story, after i had this little little interest on blogging, i started to post more and more, up to a certain point where i would say that i fell into a slippery slope, never to climb up again. Although I always receive comments from other people that my posts are freakin' long, i don't really mind. Well, it's me after all- If it's easy to change, then everyone in this world would be boring- since wanna-be(s) or what we call as bimbos lurk around in every corner of the earth.
At first i was in a dilemmia whether to start a blog or not- was afraid that i won't be as consistent with it. But still, here i am- writing a post, guess who gave me a push? It's Frederick! It may seem impossible but yea, he just came to me on msn, saying that I should give blogging a try and i did!
Actually, other then my interest in bloggin' fell deeper into the slope. Another reason why i started blogging is because that it sort of help with suppressing my obsession with reading/writing fanfictions. I just gotten my glasses so i don't really want to have my eyesight go worse with my "stupid antics".
I guess that's all for now :)
You know you love me,
So-called teddybear
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