Monday, December 29, 2008

Views towards the end of holiday.

School's starting a few days later, and my homeworks aren't half done yet! I actually had planned to get it done before december comes, but my lazy body demanded me to get it done some other time. So, here I am, typing about it when I am bored; yet not bored enough to drive me to finish up my homeworks. I am so pathetic, aren't I? Having the mentality of wanting to do something, yet too lazy to do it even when I had nothing else to do. I guess not doing my homeworks during the holidays had became my habit already. But seriously, you can't really blame me for it.

Holidays are days where students, like me myself, enjoy our freedom- doing something we can't do during school days, days where we take a break from school work and teachers, days where we further bond relationships but it is not days where we suffer the same cruel fate as though we are in school, days where we have to sit infront of a study table and rot, days where we have to work hard towards the reopening of the school.

Sometimes I just feel that teachers are abusing holidays; to reduce the effectiveness that the holidays does by giving works to do. Although it's a fact that we will forget about the things we had gone through before the holiday starts, but it's not like we won't forget it if we do it on the day the holiday starts right? So, what's the point? Are we to act smart and do the work when we feel like we are forgetting? If that's the case, sorry to dissapoint the teachers then, I didn't meet up to their expectations.

Well, it's not like homeworks are all bad and stuff, but i won't write it down. hehe..anyway see ya

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Merry christmas!

Hey, it's the 25th of December today!!
What does it mean?
*Oh my god, you don't know?*
Er, yes?
Oh good, so you do know.
No...I merely said yes to your no *squinty eyes*
No need to be so complicated right? Where are you from?
My mom's womb?
Argh, can you be more confident with it, and i didn't particularly ask that. Where are you from- in terms of countries!!
Oh, should have said that earlier, well, I come from Singapore.
So, why don't you know what's today about?
Duh, because I just don't know?
Seriously, HOW- COULD- YOU- NOT-KNOOOOOO-W??!?
You know, you could always tell me what's going on, it's soo much better than squeezing something non-existent out from my brain.
You dare call "IT" non-existent?!?
I just want to know what's IT and your being a total prick about it, being dramatic and all
I don't think there's anyone in this world that would not know what "IT" is.
Well, sorry to say that your wrong, cause there's one standing right in front of you.
I guess that would meant that your extremely ignorant.
*gasp* Haven't you heard? Ignorance is bliss.
Yup, there would be worldwide "bliss" if you could just fall into a well.
Sure, better than some drama queen who just love to exagerate things!
Naw, i am sure it's better than the frog in the well who could only look up into a circular sky.
At least the frog becomes a handsome prince after the princess kiss him.
That happens in the other story, dimwit.
Say what?!?
Your not just dumb, but deaf too.
At least I am more civilise.
What do you mean by more civilise?
Your barbaric.
Your no better, big mouth.
Oh, so I have big mouth too now aye?
OMG, look at it move- i bet it can contain an old python in it without using much effort. But i guess it won't really happen,
Yup because..
The python would eat up the frog first.
Why are you so talkative?
Because I am born to be like that?
Why are you born like that?
Why are you asking me soo many questions?
Don't reply my question with another question, now answer me.
Oh, look whose the one trying to change the subject, or should i say, changed the subject?
And that is..?
What is "IT"?
I don't know..
At least guess.
Erm, Idiotic technology?
No, guess again.
Ideological technology?
again.
Identical technology?
Can you stop using the word 'technology'?
Okay, Idiotic thinker?
No.
Ideological thinker?
NO.
Identical thinker?
Is your vocabulary that limited?!?
Well, i am just going through all the possible combinations.
okay...let me give you a clue then, you don't pronouce IT as letters, instead, as a word.
OH, "IT"!
Oh, thank god in heavens that you finally know what "IT" is.
Not really.
Your seriously hopeless.
So what if I am?
Don't go snapping at me like that, your the one who wanted to get something from me, at least try to be nice about it.
Well, i don't see why i should be staying here any longer since your obviously wasting me time.

I was about to say it before you snapped at me!
Too little too late, I am leaving. -walks away-
And you call this, Merry christmas? Pur-lease. -walks away too-

Eh, i am wondering how many of you ignored the thing above, I sorta just did this last minute since I had nothing to do- hope no one feels offended or something. Actually wanted to update about the personality thingy below, but found out that this post is too long, so yea, will post that some other day. Anyway,

MERRY CHRISTMAS~!!


p.s. my ever first colourful post.

Personality Test.

Okay, being lame here- one of my friends sent me a link to do this personality test online, did it and had results. I am HI- not with a "V postive" behind but Harmony-seeking Idealist! Oh please- harmony? Well perhaps, I don't know. But the descriptions they gave mostly apply to me so i guess I am of a HI. Okay, so let me copy paste what they had said about me.

Harmony-seeking Idealists are characterised by a complex personality and an abundance of thoughts and feelings(really?). They are warm-hearted persons by nature. They are sympathetic and understanding. Harmony-seeking Idealists expect a lot of themselves and of others(okayy...). They have a strong understanding of human nature and are often very good judges of character(so, not me). But they are mostly reserved and confide their thoughts and feelings to very few people they trust.(yep) They are deeply hurt by rejection or criticism.(not that many notice) Harmony-seeking Idealists find conflict situations unpleasant and prefer harmonious relationships. However, if reaching a certain target is very important to them they can assert themselves with a doggedness bordering on obstinacy.

Harmony-seeking Idealists have a lively fantasy(s0 true),often an almost clairvoyant intuition and are often very creative. Once they have tackled a project, they do everything in their power to achieve their goals.(that sounded negative, everything in their power...) In everyday life, they often prove to be excellent problem solvers. They like to get to the root of things and have a natural curiosity and a thirst for knowledge.(50~50) At the same time, they are practically oriented, well organised and in a position to tackle complex situations in a structured and carefully considered manner. When they concentrate on something, they do so one hundred percent - they often become so immersed in a task that they forget everything else around them(Yup, with my book, i do so). That is the secret of their often very large professional success(hohoho).


As partners, harmony-seeking idealists are loyal and reliable; a permanent relationship is very important to them. They seldom fall in love head over heels nor do they like quick affairs.(I still want a crush though) They sometimes find it very difficult to clearly show their affection although their feelings are deep and sincere.(once again, not many notice and thinks that i don't care) In as far as their circle of friends is concerned, their motto is: less is more! As far as new contacts are concerned, they are approachable to only a limited extent; they prefer to put their energy into just a few, close friendships.(Definitely, it's tiring to have lots of friends) Their demands on friends and partners are very high. As they do not like conflicts, they hesitate for some time before raising unsatisfactory issues and, when they do, they make every effort not to hurt anyone as a result.(That varies with those that i deal with)


See, i am not the only one who is lengthy with words, haha, whatever!

Take your test at http://www.ipersonic.com/ there are other descriptions of HI at work and love, but i will post them next time! See ya

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Twilight and YesMan

Woohoo, totally enjoyed myself today with vanessa and geraldine today. Which is pretty ironic since I didn't planned to hang out with them in the first place, it's suppose to be Jannah, Shahidah and Luigi who I was to be with. So, how did i end up going out with vanessa and geraldine? It started out with me, chatting with vanessa online, then it occured to me that she haven't watch twilight yet, so i invited her. Then one by one, Jannah, Luigi can't make up time to go- leaving me, vanessa and Shahidah the only ones left. And since Shahidah was uncontactable then, we sort of mixed up time and thus, she have no choice but to back out too(SORRY!).

And yep, ended up watching twilight with Vanessa only. So, when and how did Geraldine came into the picture? Before I invited Vanessa, she and Geraldine already had a "date" to watch YesMan together and luckily, it's during the afternoon- somewhere after we watched twilight in the morning. Thus, we meet her at 3pm to watch YesMan.

Sorry if I offended any twilight fans, but I got to say that the movie sucks. I actually kind of expected that already, i mean, it's IMMPOSSIBLE to compile up a novel into a 2 hour motion show. It's just not enough. Most of the minor yet valuable details are missed out and some things are doctored to suit the flow of the movie. But still, there are some parts where I almost jump with excitment; the part where Edward saves Bella from the car crash, the part where Edward got angry with Bella and showed her what a vampire can do and the part where she knows the truth about Edward. That's all, nothing else much.

After that we watch YESMAN. The show's freakin' awesome. I laugh throughout the whole movie, it's really humourous- kind of crack my voice a few times. I love the introduction, it was interesting and hilarious! OMG. You guys out there should watch it, it's worth it! Guess what? I don't >LIE

After that, we went to popular and i bought this book from nicolas sparks- the notebook, it looks wonderful; sad romance story. Hope i will cry again, like the other novel Nicolas had written, "Nights in Rodanthe" or something. LOL

Friday, December 19, 2008

Kbox Night

Lalala, not going to repeat my cliche stuffs in this post. (sorry for not....)

I went to Kbox at clementi with Jane, Grace, Luigi and Jun Wei(aunties first!) a few days ago. The guys reached our rendervouz first and we kind of waited for the aunties. The aunties showed me their clock and it says 1:00pm when they arrived because we accused them for being late- they are right on time, yes, but i believed that they tampered with the handphone before climbing up the stairs; aunties will always be aunties.

We set off to our destination right after the aunties arrived and found out that we were early! Having no choice we loitered around the area and found KFC hidden inside the place(WOW). Out of desperation, we went inside, only to find that it's deserted; Oh the horror! When we came in, growlings(my stomach) could be heard and a huge boogieman came out from it's hiding place and came to chase us. Okay...i am being super dramatic about that. But the description of deserted still applies to the KFC if you minus a few people from here and there. So, I had my meal, and we went to Kbox straight after that. As usual, the aunties, being sooo auntie, lead us to the kbox in a very fast pace; almost as if there would have no more rooms for our conquest.

Found out that i had to pay adult fees because i don't have my ez-link card with me-not that i have it, i lost it years ago; just didn't bother to make a new one. I had to pay 8dollars and 10 cents more than the others- burned a huge hole in my pocket. But i did not regret it at all! It's an enjoyable experience for me, for it's my first time there. The aunties became high all of the sudden and started singing. Oh my youthful ears! At least they never start rotting; good enough. I kind of mess up with ALOT of songs, you can't really blame me, the nervousness got to me. After that, we took turns to sing and went home straight after that.

P.S. Will be receiving my surprise from my choir juniors later on 2day :)

Monday, December 15, 2008

After wcyf

Guys, you know what? Even though WCYF is over- my body somehow reacts as if I need to do something, to go somewhere in the mornings! I will wake up and starts to going through my list of things i would do today in my mind. Then, i would suddenly feel sad; the thoughts of "no wcyf today" plague me to no end. What's more is that, before i even wake up, I had this dream-recollection of our last performance together, the faces the audience, conductors and peers gave. Now that I think of it I believe I saw some hints of sadness in them(not from the audience, duh!).

just hope i would be attending this kind of event next year! I just have to! Of course, with the same badge of friends- it would be even more cooler! From my resources, i heard there's a WCYF gathering on the 21st! OMG, so going to go there! Wonder if I could bring some friends along... Hmmm, wonder who will turn up. Probably someone who miss my friends as much as i do? Hohoho.

P.S. Still eye-ing on the TWILIGHT MOVIE COMPANION!!!

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Day of Performance- WCYF

Well, i didn't post on the day itself- cause i was way tooooo tired already.


I had given my all yesterday- during the last rehearsal and the final performance. It was so wonderful. I just can't stop having a sad smile(if there's anything like that)through out the whole performance. Why? That is the last time the festival will hold us together- the day where we have to apart and go back to our lives before the festival. Yet, this is so blissful because we are all singing together now, our ultimate performance, our goal, the day we have been waiting for; we all did our best- i know it. And that one day, may we meet each other on streets, there would be a smile, a hi or a yo and a wave of hand or a slap on the back in each of this group of people i call friends.

The performance was freakin' good- toast for whoever had gone to watch, who those who didn't, i have nothing to say- just feeling tonns regrets for you. Seriously, so much better than my school choir(duh). The sound, tone, everything. It's near perfect. Why near? There are still something we lack of due to the limited time. It's a regret for me- still, i had learnt so much, so much that i can't recall all of them.

Honestly, i am in a dilemmia now- which side am i more on? The side where i go gaga over singing with a huge choir of friends- or the side where i frown at the thought of leaving them? Whatever the answer is, all i know is that this is a valuable experience for me- I will never forget the two weeks we spent together. Especially the unpleasant ones!! lol.

P.S. Damn luigi for able to watch twilight by some means.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Family in WCYF ;Dr. Eugene Rogers & Dr. Bob Chilcott

First of all, sorry about not posting yesterday- was freakishly tired. We kind of walk for the whole day at orchard after we are released, s0 yea. :)

Well, just to make people jealous, i made another family tree over there! OKay, i didn't really g0 ar0und asking who want to be my GAN. It's all started with Jie Yi, going around making bonds with other people- and ultimately presents us with a family tree!

Oh, The head of the family - Keanne- I call him papa. " AhGong's becoming more hip now, YO!" :))

Next is obviously my beloved Kimberly JIE!! WOohoo. Still my Jie in this family tree. She's also the main character of the tree- cause everyone cares for her :)

Then, she got herself a husband! *Round of applause* Anyway the husband's name is Dennis. He's really likes to touch...Opps! Say wrong, he's really caring, As in, really go care. Lends a shoulder when Kimmie's tired. Buy her food,drink when she's tired or thirsty. Even lend her jacket and hold her hand when she's cold! Woah- my hao jie fu. :)

AFter that- is the always sooo young- Jie yi and Rebecca as daughters :) They are always way ahead when we are walking together, just like kids :)

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Meet the overseas conductors today, and MAN they are AWESOME! Just like what Mr.Toh said, they will do magic on you. They are also very hilarious! Esp Dr. Bob Chilcott, he reminds me of Mr.Bean! He always do funny faces- he even had one with his tongue sticking out! And he sings really beautifully. You can really feel the emotion he had when he sings; he's also really dramatic- wayyyyy more dramtic than Mr. Toh. He have this hand actions along with face expressions that can really make you feel it. the choir also became 3x better than before!

Dr. Eugene Rogers is also really fun too! I love his warm-ups, totally random- yet reasonable to keep up. I can't really get his accent, cause he changed them from time to time depending on the type of music we are singing. Which is totally amazing! Then, He's like saying, "Music is drama, We need to be the character in the story and act it all out." Then there's this really sad german song, Der Gang Zum Liechen- way to his/her sweetheart. Where the story revolves around a couple, where one of them is lost, while the other one is looking for them, at night. I freakin' cried when i sung that song, i really feel it, the music. Seriously, you can't really call me a crybaby or something- that's what you get for reading too much romance novels; just can't bear the thought of a loving couple seperated. Too bad the song didn't had an ending, but i kind cried more when i think that the one is lost is never to be found...There's one particular part, the peak of the song, where we sing the part where the one who is searching, calling out for his/her love. That's the part where my eyes start to get watery. Of course, i didn't go around "WAA~"-ing, just tears in my eyes. I told my friends that, and they called me crazy. =.=

P.S. I FEEL SOOOOO LUCKY TO BE PARTICIPATING IN THIS WCYF, NEVER REGRET ALL THE HARD WORK,TIME AND EFFORT I HAD PUT IN! WCYF ROCKS!!!!

Saturday, December 6, 2008

6th dec

We had our pratice at Singapore Conference Hall today- was rather fun and exciting. Especially with Dr. Lim Yau conducting us! His supposely one of the best conductors in singapore! He will be leading us along with SNYO today for the theme song; child of destiny. Totally amazing, I was soo enjoying myself then, until i had this person standing beside me.

Still remember the previous time when I said that i met my first new friend? He is like, totally suckish in singing. I don't know what to say about him, i mean. His a tenor, and he sings soprano in that song. I told him indirectly that he is singing wrong. "You know, for this part, we don't really go down that much...", "Your singing melody here..(which is wrong- i hope he knows how to read his score and see that sopranos carry the melody line)", "The one your singing is the soprano line", yet he did not take my words and continue singing his way. Which totally turns me off, i even tried pointing at him the score, that "we don't sing this part", "This is the finale, so the notes with be different". And still, he ignored me. Untill everyone changed their lyrics and he knows that his singing wrongly, then he stops. I mean, come on! What's more is that, he's singing "confidently" yet did not know his work. How i wish to tell him to STFU. I just hope i won't be standing beside him on the day itself, or i will go nuts! No wonder everyone avoided standing with him, geez, i hope i am not too late. What's more, he's like very disrespecting Dr. Lim Yau! I have to like shhhh him everytime right after singing the song- cause he will be like singing to himself the parts he sing wrongly while the conductor is like telling us our mistakes and wants us to correct it. He didn't even get his basic discipline right! Still want to sing- wth.

Enough of him, after that, we kind of hang out with the other schools and went to "Old market; Lau Ba Sha" down the conference hall and ate. Then one by one, they left for their own errands, leaving Kimberly, Jie yi, Adgnes(something like that), dennis and Keane. We went around walk walk- and had fun. Whie walk walk, i found TWILIGHT MOVIE COMPANION! Which is like, so freaking cool! But it's wayyyy out of my budget; $30 sia! Hope someone could buy me that for my early b'day present! I totally want it! Would kiss the hell out of that person- lol

Since dennis had to work, we part with him shortly after and went shopping! Since we are bored then, we kind of visit where dennis work for dinner; it's a restaurant! Since we are dennis friends, we got 10% discount! -Cha-chings- But in all, still spent quite alot there. Each paying $8 for the meal there. *Ouch, it burned my wallet* Haha, it's worth it though, the food is tasty, we also had fun playin together! :)

After all that, we took taxi home- Adgnes Mom kind of give us $50 for the taxi fare, since we had some misunderstandings. *not going to elabortate here.* Yup, got home about 10:30pm. And ya, that's all! :)

Friday, December 5, 2008

5th day of WCYF

Hoho, not going to talk about kimberly today- found something more enjoyable to talk about. That "incident" happened a few days ago; just sort of remembered it, so yea, going to write it down now.

You know, before the whole wcyf thing, i was totally crazy about meeting the other tenors right? I thought we would have similar voice range then. That's what i THOUGHT. Then someone, came to me, and told me that my speaking voice is really high. Which threw me off track. I was like, "come on, the difference ain't that big right?" The guy was like, "Nope, it's this high," and he desmostrate with me with his higher voice. I tried questioning him a few times later, but all i did get was the same reply. I believe i should trust him in that one, i mean, he started choir-ing when his K2? Grade 7 piano? His rather musical compared to me, if not to trust him, trust who? Sides, i heard from the others too, that my speaking voice is high. One guy from tenor was like, I think i can win him with his normal voice, but with high voice? Not a chance. Because, the higher the speaking voice, the higher the higher voice. So yea- WOAH. And i thought that i would appear normal with other tenors. But nooo...i am wrong, once again. There are still a few others with high speaking voice too, but i believed that they haven't break their voice yet, just like me- except that they are sec 1s :(

Some other tenors was like telling me to cherish my voice now- saying that its not that long when I wouldn't be able to use it as freely anymore so0on; i still can command my higher voice at will okay, but not as good as before. LOL.

Oh ya, today is the last day Mr.Toh will be teaching us. -Cries-. Will surely miss him, but from tuesday onwards, Mr. Eugene Rogers will be conducting us! Now how cool that is. The very own composer of the song, conducting us. What's more, a REALLY famous one! I mean, he even has his own website. Now, hows that for famous! You know, before you always meet famous people, you will be like thinking how their behaviours will be like. Since his from USA, I believe that he would be really humourous, and his accent would be one thing i would wish i could learn from. Might scold us from time to time, but not that much.

P.S. am sooo looking forward to watch TWILIGHT on the 18th- Nothing could ever stop me, NEEVVVVVAAAAA!!!

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Quiz

Doing this for fun sake. Don't go around saying i am an idiot :P
There are still facts in the midst of the rojak. try to search for them yourself.

1.The person who tag you?

Weisian

2.Your relationship with him/her?

Friend..

3.Your 5 impression of her/him?

Quiet, Reliable, Secretive, Anime crazed, Friendly

4.The those memorable things she did for you?

Did with, yes. Did for, no.

5.If she becomes your lover will you?

It's a He =.=

6.The things she needed to improve on is?

Rather he stay the way he is, if not, his not the weisian i know anymore.

7.If she become your enemy will you?

Will I what? lol

8.What do you want to tell her now?

Bad luck for O'levels *twisting fingers*

9.How do you think overall people think about you?

Quiet and talkative(depending on my mood and who i am with)

10.what do you hate about yourself?

I love myself.

11.Say to the people who done something for you!

Thank you

12.Pass this quiz to 10 ppl!
1)Poh Heng
2)Poh Heng
3)Poh Heng
4)Poh Heng
5)Poh Heng
6)Poh Heng
7)Poh Heng
8)Poh Heng
9)Poh Heng
10)Poh Heng

13.Who is no.6 having relationship with?

No one.

14.is no.9 male of female?

Poh Heng. Try figuring that out yourself :)

15.If no.7 or 9 be together,would it be a good thing?

Never, unless he bring a mirror along whereever he goes.

16.where is no.2 studying?

ZSS

17.When is the last time you talk to no.3?

What do you think, Poh heng with poh heng.

18.what kind of music does no. 8 like?

Sad love songs- Brings out the emotion inside you.

19.Does no.1 have siblings?

Yes. IN fact, two irritating siblings.

20.would you woo no.3?

Only if no.3 puts up make-up. Which is like, never.

21.how about no.7?

See first.

22.is no.4 single?

Aint it obvious?

23.what is the surname of no.5?

Yap

24.what kind of hobbies no.10?

What are you trying to ask? oO

25.does no.5 and no9 get along well?

Totally.

26.have you ever tried developing feelings for no.8?

If you think that's rational, then yes.

27.Are no.1 and no.5 best friends?

Yes, in a way.

28.does no1 have any pet?

Not after killing his goldfish with a fork.

29.is no.7 the sexiest person?

Vomits. If his sexy, everyone's sexy.

30.what is no.10 doing?

Yet again, another obvious question

4th day of wcyf

Hoho, still remember about what i say about kimberly and the guy she likes to stand with? This morning, she was like, "I dream about that guy". It wasn't all shocking news to me, I kind of expected it i guess, so i question her. "What did you do in the dream then?" She didn't know. She did fill in with the detail of "Jie yi was inside the dream too."

-Skip Skip SKip-

We had our combined split sectionals today and learned 4 songs in a day. The 4 songs are relatively easy compared to the one we had in our very own SATB choir- so no shock there. Anyway, i kind of like the theme song "Child of destiny" for the whole festival thingy. It sounded nice together when combined. And also, tenors get to reach high notes most of the time! Even though we ain't singing the melody...*sulks*

Just for your informations, the number of bass and tenor join together ain't even half of the sopranos. Major disadvantage for guys :(- but it ain't like guys have the same voice as the girls. Boys CAN sing louder- if they want to and got the right techniques. So, yea. But i still kind of think that it's unfair. Whatever.

At the end of the session, the SATB requested to sing "Everlasting melody" as the finale AGAIN. The conductor, Mr Toh, was still at his dramatic mode. Asking us if we want to go home since it's late already- since he want to avoid conducting that song. The crowd kind of screamed no, i did too. With no choice left, he conducted. I still had this fluffy feeling inside me while singing. And oh, at the end of the day, while walking towards the bus-stop, I think of it, and found out that the SATB are rather sick with that song. I felt goosebumps and stop thinking about it.

-Skip skip skip-

After Rebecca and Jie yi were gone- they took bus and lrt respectively, Kimberly suddenly said, "I think i was kissing the guy in the dream, but i still don't remember what jie yi was doing then." She was also sulking when she said that she can't stand with the guys. I don't know if there's a second meaning or not, but i just ask her "why?". It's nice to respond when a person is talking about something okay, so no complaints. And then she said, "Standing beside the guys is like standing in the centre of the choir, it's nice, being able to hear all of the sections singing and not just the altos only." Aww.. and i expected something more different. Nevertheless, that's a fact- standing right smack in the middle of the tenor section ain't fun at all. I tried once, and it ain't as enjoyable as standing next to the altos. Standing next to the bass ain't half bad either. Sopranos? Never get a chance to be near them. LOL..

P.S. We got a FREE file for the holding scores, and a booklet filled with songs too!

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

3rd day of wcyf

Okay..As usual the SATB choir is still obsessed with the "Everlasting Melody". Why? cause it's soo everlasting -roll eyes-. But seriously, it's really nice; I felt extremely happy when and after singing that. How? It's just the way how the song works- rather hard to explain. Let's see, every single song you listen to would surely provoke certain emotions from inside you right? Just imagine that this song is one that would provoke happiness.

Also, there's this song "My heart is inditing" -apparently, one of my favourites too where we praticed with the orchestra today. It sounded really acient, i mean, the song is quite old already. It was specially made for queen caroline. For what? I forgot. Anyway the song is rather classy. absolutely love it.

Among the players- one of them played the oeba or something. I was laughing internally when i saw him blowing. I mean, imagine this, a person is blowing a carinet-liked thingy, his face is red- when i meant red, it is RED, obvious red-, and his throat expand like there's no tomorrow. You can really see the obvious expansion in his throat area. It was as if there's something really huge inside him, wanting to squeeze it's way out of the person's throat while he's blowing. EEW.

And oh, for the last few days- I have been teasing Kimberly Jie about the guy beside her and also another guy who seems to be ogling at her. She seems to feel the eeriee-feeling when i tease her about that guy who stares. But she kind of smile it off when i tease about the guy beside her. For your information, when i tease, i will be like, "Oh Oh.." then 'point' my facial expressions towards that guy- i use more of the eyeballs and eyebrows. Not only that, she's rather attentive towards that guy. She would always point out where he was when i talk about him. Curious, i ask her about it. She said, "He's right infront of me, how can i not see him?" Which obviously isn't the truth, i knew it, or that's what my heng's instincts told me. So i probe her further, asking her the same question while phrasing it differently. Up till a point when she confessed that she's ABIT more attentive towards him than anyone else. She also said that " Ilike standing beside him".

HOHOHO- Well I didn't really want to write this, i was just saying to her that i would write it down to the blog because of the sentence "I like standing beside him", then she was like, "write la, i don't mind" and stuff, so i did. I didn't really have much to talk about anyway.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

To be or not to be?

Seriously, there have been this sudden dispute over the internet about a certain someone. Everyone have their own choice to what they believe and what they would do about it. If it's only for my one decision that made you not to friend me, i have nothing to say. Honestly, you don't know how i actually think- so if you were to judge me as some blind person who can't tell what's right from wrong- then let me tell you this, your wrong.

I do know what's going on, I also believe into siding on the side which i think it's right. But i also believe in the theory of giving people a second chance, the chance to amend for their very own mistakes. Not everyone is perfect, and it all could be in the heat of the moment thing. So why not? Don't tell me you would want your friends to disown you after you did something bad? Probably something you meant to do at first but regret it later? I believe that anyone do feel bad when they do something wrong, no matter how tiny the emotion is.

Sides, why build bridges when your so bend on destroying it? Friends are something you would want to keep, not someone you throw away after you found out that they did something not to your liking.

And i said i give second chances, but i never gave third chances. Believe me, once the second chance is gone- i would ignore that person no matter what happens. Why give another chance when they didn't even want to grasp it in the first place? I would feel that he's taking our friendship for granted- thus, i will break all my relations with the person.

Guess what, i always set deadlines for second chances- and for the most recent case, it's up till the end of december. I would expect things to clear up by then. If not, i would say bye bye to the relationship. Call me cold-hearted if you want, but what can you do to people who doesn't want to repent?

And oh, i kind of dislike friends who doesn't give me a chance to explain before cutting me off. Thinking that they are really smart, trying to assume my thoughts- assume that it's something that will have negative harm on them. Well, if they like to think that way, fine, think that way then, i don't mind. That sort of friendship is not what i would want to have anyway; no faith, no nothing. What's the point of being friends then, forget it.

2nd Day of WCYF

Okay, It's rather interesting today- we learnt two german songs. Which is like so freaking difficult to learn; it's like you have to twist your tongue before pronoucing each syllable of the word. Our instructor made us repeat the songs for a like a dozen times just because we didn't get the pronouciations right! Which is rather irritating- especially after you know how to sing the tune and stuff.

Our instructor have been rather hilarious today. His rather "dramatic" i would say, with his randomness- ho ho, he had us laughing for the whole day. Well, i still remember a few examples like, "You guys have no chemistry at all, so why not do physics?" and there is a part where he suddenly acts like a dj, with a hand that is shaped into a microphone, he place it to his mouth while saying, "It's dj in the house here..we will be perfoming the finale piece "everlasting melody", you can join the choir into singing here," then he raise his hands while waving it in the air. That's when the soprano got high and started to sing their parts where it says "repeat as desired" on the score- the others join in later too. And that's when the instructor got dramtic again, and was frantically asking us to stop. But we paid no heed to him and countinue singing our parts. After awhile, he was asking the pianist for help, hoping that she could stop us. But she didn't, instead, she played the piano part, along with us. And we just continued for awhile before we died down. That's the part where i enjoyed the most for the day.

Monday, December 1, 2008

First day of WCYF

Hi guys, GOSH this is one of the best days of my life- i know i said this line quite alot of times already; I really enjoyed myself to the maximum, what can i say about it? I would never regret coming for this event, never will I. Everything is what I have predicted- yet, it still have this overwhelming happiness reasonating inside me.

I haven't met my real instructor though, but the one taking over him now is kind of nice; humourous and serious at the same time. I had learn quite many things from him i would say- the warmups are like nothing we do in our school choir; mades me hyped up for singing. I wonder what's the reason behind it though, was it that it's does magic? Or that i am singing with a huge choir? I would believe that it is the latter. I was inwardly smiling to myself when the whole choir sung together...the voice was majestic, full- Something that could put all the other choirs i heard so far into shame. And oh, we learned 3 songs today in a go. Totally something that i hadn't expected, and when we rehearsl the 3 songs before we were dismissed- I was enjoying myself too the fullest. Tt's just so beautiful that makes you want to cry. *pause* Okay, i guess that line is too dramatic, at least you get the idea. :)

I met a friend- called "sha-finn". I asked for his name, yes, but i didn't ask for his spelling. His a malay tenor by the way. You could say that his the first friend i had there. The others are nice too, but i kind of shy away from them- cause they are just too good in singing- not that my new friend isnt. Oh, singing in this choir makes me feel that i am lousy- they are all so capable leaders, at least they didn't find my a nuisance; which means i passed their expectations no? Hope so.

Tommorrow would be a hard day for the SATB choir, because we would have to learn 2 german songs- the instructor was like saying that we have to have perfect, or near-perfect the pronouciations of we would be laugh at when we sing the german songs on stage. "It's a standard," he says. He was like singing a phrase out for us and i was like. "What the hell is he singing!" My new friends apparently have the same sentiments too. just hope we get to learn those 2 songs because, they said we could get one day of break if we are fast enough! A plus for the hardworkings! YAY. Yet deep inside myself, i couldn't help but to wince at the idea of not singing with the choir. I am sure i would miss when the event ends...